Kiss Me ^-^

chapter 4

“Baby.. wake up, wake up//.. “

… arghh,, omg , everything was just a freaking dream. :)

Shud I be happy, shud I be not? V not, v not. :)) I mean I was close to being rape, and that sounds new. Hahaahhah. Anyway.

“what happened”

Gncng aku ni ross with some worry eyes.. ow. Think I made him worry. Well that was quiet a..

“ow, bad dream.” Sgot ko. Nagtalukbong nlng ulet aku with the pillow.. and

Argghhhh//,. Eeiww, infairness napagod aku dun sa dream na un.

Anyway nnmn.. tumayo na xa, and he help me to get up so that we can both prepare, as usual nandito na nmn aku sa condo nia, at usual we sleep together.. aha. With no sex.

God! Am I at the prehistoric age?

I mean if girl cguro mag iinarte na ndi makipg sex, understandable pa. but him, I mean, guy. With a P, and two balls? Daahh.. what cud be his problem.?

“hmm ross?”

“yes?”

Kelan tau mag me make love?...

Opps.. hahha, wat wud be his reaction if ask ko xa ng ganun? Haha nkka excite ,

“sex? Kelan?” ow. : ( it just slipped. Hahah. In half happy with that.

“kelan?...” – ow.. I can see his eyes looking for some stars. Hahah, now that’s oa. Ngumiti nlng xa, and..

“get up there princess,” ..

: (.. awk. Change topic na agad , I mean ndi man lang dinugtungan?. Nasaan na ang morning madness. ??

Wow, feeling ko tuloy mas bangungot ko xa kumpara dun sa napanaginipan ko. :<

Weeew..

Ron's POV

“baby wake up, wake up..” : ((

Whats happening with her? Ggcngin nia ko ng tili xa ng tili. At akap na akap sken. Hay..

At pawis na pawis. Well, my aircon was already full force.

As always. Ang aga bangungutin nito..  kawawa nman,. Gsto ko  I hug. Hahaha ..

Yuck. So lame.

 

“what happened?”

I asked.. I mean shud I really care?

“ow, bad dream”..

Tingn ko nga, itsura mu ba nmn, mukha ba nmng mgnda panaginip mu?.. well,.

Aun nagtalukbong ulet.  Oh, girls. : (( I want to hug her.

Pero may araw na, .. and kelangan na kumilos.

“hmm ross?”

 

“yes?”

bkit ba gstong gsto nia kong twging ross?.. : (

 

“sex? Kelan?”

 

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@_@ ow. She’s asking me really?

Kill me.

“kelan/?” … ow, sbihin ko?..

>be a gentleman. its not yet time.. : )

“get up there princess”..

Hahha, got to kill the topic. Maaga pa. literal. :))

 

I really wish I can tell her everything. I mean can this really work out? We’ve been out for weeks now,but I don’t know her yet,not that much.

I like her,but not sure.

Not yet.

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“ron, bkit ba ayaw mu gwin natin ung anu?..” – jeammi

“hon.,tau nlng ndi pa nag me make love” -shans

“ron, pare. Virgin ka pa dn?. Nkkhiya lalaki kp  nmn.” – justin

“ron bakla ka ba?. Positive HIV o may STD ka na? bkit ayaw mu pare, patulan mu nay an. Experience lng.?.. _asher

.. these were some of the words na in earn ko sa  tgal na panahon na virgin aku. And am I ashame?

Its not that im afraid doing the stuff, well basically, cguro kc dahil nadn  sa mga kumakalat na sex-related diseases ngaun, but maybe I haven’t found the right girl yet.

My mom is a teenage / single parent. I have seen how hard it is for her to raise me up , alone. Lalo na’t teen nga xa when she got pregnant.

I swear, when time comes. I would marry the girl, before we make love.

People said that’s so ideal. Well, men instinct , slash animalism.. andun ung urge.  Pag ma aarouse?

Anu gwa ko?.. let it out. Help it out. And then forget it, get into the real world again. For me, sex is just a part of the everything else, it is not the essence of my being a man to her.

Pigil nlng. I mean, im not doing this to make girls feel like, oh ang swerte nmn ng mapapangasawa ko, or make then think na, im overdoing things, im being hypocrite or what. I mean I don’t really care. It’s a democratic country anyway.

I would like to keep everything at ease.