To Fall

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An alarm woke me up sweating. Just another nightmare.
I tried to forget it and went to brush my teeths .
'Man i need to shave' i thought to myself and started shaving my beard. After i done it i put some clothes on,took my car keys and left the house.
Today i have a meeting with Mr.Badwin.
I know him for a very long time. When i was teen he helped me solved my then.
A year passed since we last met. I actually like to talk to him even though he probably think im crazy jusy like his other customers.
I knocked nervously and waited for answer.
"Come in" he shouted.
Mrs.Badwin greeted with smile plastered on his face. He didnt change much - it the same midle-aged man with thin and serious face.

"Long time no see Harry. Take a seat"
I sat on a chair in front of his desk.
I waited nervously for him to fill in some papers. He put on his glasses and stared at me like something oz written on my forehead.
"So tell me what's been bothering you lately"

"Nightmares" i simply replied.

He took a sip of a coffee and continued looking at some papers.
"Could you explain me one?"

I bit my lip trying to push my emotions back. Im scared again but now a little more comfortable when i'm back here.

"It's okay Harry take your time. Why don't you lay here if that's will make it easier to you".

I noded and slowly layed down. The ceeling was in light shade of blue and everything was very quiet. I felt diffrient here - im not thinking about the job or the future- its just me and Mrs.Badwin.
He's like my dearest friend ,i can open to him and not be embaressed of it.
I closed my eyes when that nightmare greeted me again.

It was her. We were laying on grass and talked about random secret. We made flower crowns to eachother, it was perfect .
But maybe to perfect to be true .
Everything went dark ,ravens started to scream and her expression is not the same anymore. Something was coming closer to us -something dark and i didnt like it . Her eyes were fillee with worry so i took her hand to comfort her ,but it was late- it sucked her in. She called my name and said something i could understand. She is gone. Everything that made my life filled is gone. I was looking for her for days but i never found her.

That never leaved my head again.

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A/N sorry i exidentally published but i forgot that i didn't finish the chapter so i will edit it next i have time sorry
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