So admissions were out, and guess what? I was terrified to check so I asked Derry to check for me...... A part of me believed I made it so I was just waiting for the good news when he knocked on my door. Mum wasn't around so it explains how he made it all the way to my door because mum seriously has a problem with me going in there with my friends considering the way I'm so disorganized; with my panties, makeup and cloths scattered every where. What the heck is he doing at ma door? I asked myself.. I didn't want to see him, I mean come on not just for the fact that my room is messy but because of how I ended our relationship.... Come on he is already at the door I said to myself so I have got to let him in... I quickly stashed my clothes and make ups and every thing else into the laundry basket in ma inner bathroom and then fixed the bed... 'just a minute' I had told him earlier. I opened the door just for my heart to skip at the sight of him and his ever radiant smile revealing his perfect white teeth., I then realized I still loved him but I had lost him, given up on us and I'm certainly sure he had done so too by now but who knows... That's to say I'm still hoping there is still this tiny little feeling there for me. Jeez I miss the sweet taste of his lips and the way he caresses me.. I found myself yearning for his touch..
hmm mm 'Stacey' I heard him mention knocking me back to reality. 'Ain't you gonna ask me in' he asked.
'Sorry forgive my manners, wasn't expecting to see you that's why but sure you can come in' I replied
'Where you expecting someone else?' he asked
I deliberately ignored the question I seriously didn't go through the formalities of offering him a seat whatsoever since he was already cuddling the teddy bear he got me way back when our relationship was anew and watching him lie comfortably on ma bed played back memories of old times.
