Marvel Imagines and other enjoyable writings (requests closed)

Remember Me, Love

You remembered the day Steve brought in Bucky. He was distant and cold and scared you. So Fury had decided to assign to help him remember his past life and you were terrified. When the day that you were first supposed to meet him you had stalled for as long as possible and Steve practically had to drag you down to his cell.

Steve had assured you numerous times that there were cameras and if anything happened that they would help so reluctantly you had entered his cell. When the door opened the Soldier looked up at you, and eyes his file in your hand. You laid it down on the metal table across from his cot and took a sip of your coffee. Not sure how to approach this you decided to just tell him who you were.

"So...um...I'm Agent Y/L/N and I've been assigned to help you remember your life before...erm, well this." He didn't respond, only stared at you with his electrifying blue eyes. You felt a blush creep up your cheeks and turned away.

The explosion damaged your heart. You will be a powerful asset, as long as you follow our orders you will not be wiped.
'Wiped?'
'You will remember nothing, but that is not necessary as long as you do as we say unlike the Soldier.'

Weapons had been strapped all over your body and it made it hard to run. It was after the fourth mission that you couldn't take it. You ran far, far away remembering that your mother was a SHIELD agent and took to seeking shelter with the Avengers. Little did you know that the Soldier was Bucky, your boyfriend that had gone off to war. Little did you know that his best friend had been training you and that you weren't the only one from the 1940's to survive longer than they were supposed to.

You coughed and tried to clear the memory from your head and opened the folder containing information on James Buchanan Barnes, but this was not him. This was not the person you remembered the first time they brought him into HYDRA. This man was broken and angry and rage burned in your chest.

"Okay, screw the stupid file." He seemed taken aback at your words and raised his eyebrows. "Here's the thing, I knew you before HYRDA wiped you and you would've done anything to protect the people you loved and you were funny and you laughed all the time and you tried to fight back against HYDRA. You were not James, nor the Winter Soldier, you were Bucky and you were a great man." Bucky's eyes were brimmed with tears and it was finally too much. "I can't do this. I'm sorry and I hope that you remember soon." With that you turned on your heel and fled the room quickly. Your converse slapped the tiles lightly as you ran down the hall, only to run into Steve.

"Y/N are you ok? What happened did he hurt you?" Steve forced you to look at him and that was when the tears started to fall, hitting the concrete and forming small puddles.

"I just d-don't see how Fury could make me do this. I'm sorry Steve, but I can't hurt him. I can't keep doing that to the man I love."