Clarity (One direction NIALL fanfiction)

(GEMMA'S POV)

I drive fast... not caring about the speed limit.... I don't no where I'm going but I think I will Know when I get there...... Tears leak down my face..... I'm a state to look at My Fair brown hair was done up by my friends now hangs out in places messily, my makeup now running down past my Brown eyes, my red flowing dress now wet with tears... He is gone.... Dead....... The cancer got him tonight now I have nothing to live for.... my parents died in a car crash a while ago and my friends took care of me but they are going to travel the world in their gap year were I don't have enough money to.... It all went towards him.... My boyfriend Ryland got diagnosed with cancer 3 years ago, he was told he wouldn't live past 3 years, But I didn't care I visited everyday, spent my earnings so he could get the best treatment he could, his parents abandoned him a few years back and me and him met each other at 14, he said no matter what we would always have each other...... but... now he's..... Dead.

I scream and cry asking God, anyone out there! "WHY DID YOU DO THIS! WHY! I HAVE NO REASON TO LIVE ANY MORE CAUSE HE'S DEAD!!!!" That's when I stop the car.... I see what I have been driving for....

(NIALL'S POV)

Stupid Management! Stupid Friends! Stupid Paul! They think I am an idiot! "Don't go out Niall" "Don't stop eating Niall!" "Just listen to them Niall and stop whining Niall!" GOD! They annoy me! I am walking down a street in London where are concert was because everyone was picking on me! They don't know I'm gone! I snuck out Flip them and their stupid rules!

I don't no where I am going I suppose I am trying to cool off before I go back... Maybe I should go back or..... As I decide to turn back I hear someone crying down the street ... What if they're in trouble! I run down the street And see a girl standing at over a bridge about to jump and she is sobbing! I need to help her!!!

(GEMMA'S POV)

I cry... This is the end... I shouldn't feel sad, everyone I loved is gone.. so why was I sad? Is there something more to happen for me? Unlikely.... Well here I go.... As I brace myself a tear runs down my cheek and I..... Jump.......

What happened?! "Who are you! Am I dead?" I scream, "No you're ok I got you," A blonde haired boy says. I sob I didn't die!!! Why did he save me!!!! I wanted to die!!! He pulls me closer to him but before I can protest I black out...

(NIALLS POV)

I run to her just as she jumps I grab her arm and hoist her up she seems to be unconscious I lay her on the pavement and see her eyes flutter open  "Who are you! Am I dead?" She screams, "No you're ok I got you," I said to her pulling her close, I think she blacked out again. So I carried her back to I and the boys apartment.