Not My Life to Lead (A Freddie Tomlinson Fanfiction)

Part 8 - Escape

I packed my bag with everything I needed, I grabbed my guitar and waited until I was sure there no paparazzi waiting for me outside my house.

I sighed. I was going to miss this place. More than you'd expect. I grew up here and there were so many memories in this house.

*Flashback*

I was sitting in my room drawing a colorful picture with my crayons when I heard shouting from the kitchen.

It was my mom and dad having another argument again. I hated it when they fought, it made me sad and I wanted to cry.

"Briana, listen..." Some of their words came out muffled and I couldn't hear much.

I wanted to know what they were saying so I put my blue crayon down and walked as silently to the kitchen door as possible.

"This is NEVER going to work out... Thi-This family."

I peeped through the keyhole. I expected my mother to be in tears but it looked like she didn't mind this family breaking up.

"But what about Fred? Are you just going to leave him for me to take care of?"

I couldn't hold my tears back anymore and they streamed down my face. I stayed quiet so they wouldn't hear me.

"What else can I do, my true love is waiting for me in the UK and you want me to stay here. With you? You're just some slut who got me drunk just to have sex, so we could have a child and you could get the money!"

My mother that I used to adore cackled like a hyena."Fine, then leave," she spat out and she gestured towards the front door.

"Fine," my dad mimicked."Have fun being a single mother, and I'll send you a post card," He grumbled sarcastically.

The door slammed shut and the sound echoed across the walls of my large house. I ran to my room, jumped into my bed and cried my eyes out.

"Freddie? What wrong?" My mom stood at the doorway staring at me with wide eyes.

"Do you love me?" I asked and lifted my face off my pillow to look at her.

"Y-yes of course I do," She stuttered.

"Say it," I commanded.

"Say what?" she asked cluelessly.

"Say 'I Love You.' "

She pulled her phone out her pocket,"Your dad's calling me, must be about what grocerys he's supposed to buy for supper tonight," she smiled.

But my dad never came back that day...

I felt warm tears trickling down my face, only then did I realize that I honestly can't remember the last time my mother said 'i love you' to me in person.

My mom's left me, my father now hates me for ruining his reputation, I have no family that I'm close enough to go and stay with, I have no friends, and worst of all no self worth anymore.

No one likes me for me, I've said it before and I'll say it again- I have nothing to live for. Maybe that suicidal idea wasn't all that half bad......

No, I'll then just be giving everyone what they want, and I refuse to do that. What i need to do is disappear, disappear from the limelight, the media, my family. Be by myself and just think everything over, think my life over.

I need to go to the last place on earth that people will think I'll be at. A place where nobody really cares or believes what the media has to say.

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