How can you feel alive, when life is so tasteless?
How can you concentrate, when your present is so hectic?
How can you walk tall, when each constant step foward you begin to fall...?
How can you swim above the shore, when you can feel a painful ache deep inside your core?
It's that love thing that repeatedly toys with my brain
So hurtful, but yet so passionate...it feels like I'm going insane
I love so deep, but we only grow a grain,
Silent tears that cut real deep,
Hellah screams hiding underneath,
Clinching and Grinding my teeth,
So a sound won't leak, I don't want to hear a peep
Sometimes I won't even sleep let alone eat,
Man it got me, Depression seized me and I'm not what I'm discern to be...
In real life talk is free, and even actions are cheap
Is she really mine to keep?
If not I'd rather die in my sleep
Shhhh...
"I'm only crying, I'm only dying,I'm only dead"
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Pain That Is Numb
PoetryWrote this today in less than a minute after me and my forever girl decided to take a break, everything is so overwhelming and I'm in a deep depression I don't even know if I want to breathe another breath... I can't even think straight and no one u...