chapter one: pov josh

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five beers. three whiskeys. seven shots of vodka. i was done with feeling this shit we call feelings. i drowned my feelings once again. why do i have these emotions for a guy that doesnt love me back. maybe he was really straight. pranking me with all these loving feelings. i really thought he was the one. he said she loved me. i believed it anyone could have. it seemed all too real. but its also seemed all too fake. he hurt me. why did i stay with him. everyone was right. i started running faster then i thought i could. running freely since at 2:47 am there was really nobody. i was going to have to go to the lakeson grand bridge. i was ready. never thought i would be but everyone would feel better right? yeah i guess.

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