Ross pov
I am the person that no one cares about I have been going to this school all my life and I only have one friend Adam and he isn't really even my friend he just talks to me.
*flash back*
There was the new kid sitting by himself in the cafeteria I go and walk over to him. I whisper hi and he looks up from his phone and smiles
And says: hi my name is Adam;
I put on a fake smile and say my name and then he just walks a way I thought he was really cute.
*End of flashback *
Adam walked up to me and said if I wanted to hang out after school tomorrow
I was shellshocked but said yes I thought to myself what did I just get myself into.
*after school*
I went home after school and went to my room and fell on my bed and started it.
I went and got my knife out from under my bed and took the knife to my skin
One slit for thinking I matter
One for thinking I can be popular
One for thinking Adam will love me
I put the knife away and saw the blood dripping off my arm I just left them there and put on a hoodie and went to sleep.
*after school tomorrow*
I just got out of my last class and Adam was waiting for me at my locker.
Adam said:want to come over to my house tonight after we hangout
I say yes
*to Adams house*
We are on Adams couch and I stretch and Adam saw my cuts
He said: ROSSS ARE YOU CUTTING?!
I just say yeah
Why does it matter no one cares about me anyway.
Adam is looking at me in horror I think to my self what have I done I just lost my only friend.
Adam goes and gets close to me we are only 5 ins apart and Adam closes the gap.
I think oh my got Adam is kissing me what do I do but before I know it it's over
Adam says: I care and love you
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Skyross coming out of a deep depression
FanfictionRoss and Adam are in high school .This is set when they are both 18 and they live by themselves in a apartment and aren't in youtube yet."I will only be able to update twice a week