After that kiss (a shoey fan-fiction)

Chapter 36

Shanes P.O.V

I wake up with Joey in my arms. He's still shaking, in his sleep. This is my fault. I know it is. And if i tell him, hes gonna make some excuse for it not to be. Joey is like that. I wish that i can change all the bad that happened with us, our own causes. I grabbed my phone and played Subway Surfers again. I still had Joey in my arms, i just played and hugged him. I waited for Joey to get up. He finally got up at 3 pm, and the whole time he was asleep, he was shaking.

Joey: Hey, what time is it?

Shane: 3:45

Joey: PM?

Shane: Yea, why?

Joey: Nothing

Shane: Ok. You were shaking all last night. What were you dreaming about?

Joey: Nothing, nothing interesting

Shane: Joey

Joey: Its ok, seriously

Shane: But i wanna know

Joey: Fine, i was dreaming about the same dream, but longer. He took you and killed you and i , you and stuff.

I, once again, made him cry. Im the worst boyfriend ever. I should just go. I dont deserve him. I dont. Why do i always do this. I put him through the worst. I just stared at him. I felt tears forming. And guess what. Istarted crying. He hugged me

Joey: What were you thinking about?

Shane: I-i

Joey: You?

Shane: Dont deserve you

Joey: What? No. Shane

Shane: Im always making you cry and i put you through the worst. I should be doing the opposite. I love you. But im not worth it and im the worst boyfriend in the world

Joeys P.O.V

Ok, let me re-run this in my head. He thinks he doesnt deserve me? Hes joking right?

Joey: Shane stop it. You know damn well you mean the world to me. Please stop saying that. I love you

Shane: Imma go take a shower

Joey: Ok

While Shane was in the shower, i just thought about what he said. I hugged a pillow. Please stop it Shane. Your lying to yourself. Then Shane came out the bathroom

Shane: Im going to the store. Need anything?

Joey: No, im fine

Shane: Ok be right back

Joey: Ok

He walked out the door. I sat in front of the window and watched him leave. I teared up. To the thought that he says its his fault.

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Sorry this chapter is so short, i did it to let you guys know a few things.

One: I did it also to fall asleep. Its not working. Over here in Ny, its 2:26 am.

Two: Uggghhh Prep Academy starts tomorrow/today. I was suppost to be asleep already prepairing for that.

Three: Next week on the 3rd, school starts. Which means less updates or ill be doing it in the middle of the night or something. Sorry

Four: Remember, im going to a new school :''''( boo bye Ps/Ms 218

Yea..... Um so keep writing your books in the comments and what its about. What else? Let me go before one, my mom finds out im still up. And two, i fall asleep during class. I love you. I HOPE YOU HAD FUN HANGING WITH ME I HAD FUN HANGING WITH YOU MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR AND I WILL SEE YOU LATER GOOOOOOOOODBYE ;)