You Are The One

Chapter 11

Camila just turned me down. The love of my life just turned me down. The girl I ever wished having, the girl I ever protected, I ever cared for and the girl I ever loved, never feels the same way.

Why does life be so cruel?

I drank my last beer and left the bar. Of course no one was with me. I don't want to bother anybody because I just got dumped by Camila.

I admit I still love her, with all of my heart, but I should just maybe get out of this town.

I fell on the ground by the time I went near my car, I saw a familiar high heel stilettos standing right in front of me.

It was Ally.

"Babe? What the hell happened?" She helped me stand up and she put my arm around her neck.

I was pretty sure Ally didn't understand what I just said but she guided me to my car.

"Just give me the keys, I'll drive, okay?" She said and I nodded, at the same time gave her my keys.

"Why- Why are you here- here, Ally?" I asked, kind of sloppy, but I manage.

"I was at a friend's party and was at the same area, I saw your car, and then I saw you." She started the engine as she drove off. "What the hell happened to you, I thought you we're on a vacation?" She asked.

I lied about that with her. I told her that I would not be able to talk to her because I'll be on my Family's house, cso kind of like, a vacation.

The truth is why can't I love Ally? I mean, she's the girl I first ever got a relationship with. She's my first girlfriend, but not my first love. Maybe that's why it's so hard to tell.

But I could try. Since, Camila doesn't love me. She never did..

I faced Ally's place and caressed her cheeks. "I love you so much, Ally." I said, out of the blue.

I felt her smile under my hands that was still in her cheeks. "You know I'll never stop loving you." She replied.

Then that hurt me. Why can't I love this girl? She gives an amazing love, yet I took that for granted. I'm one of those people who could love someone so dearly. I could love Ally, like I love Camila.

Is that hard?

I felt myself drifting to sleep, hoping this was just a dream.

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I woke up again, in bed, and feeling my head getting heavy. Hang over's being a bitch. I turned sideways, and I saw my girlfriend beside me.

She never went home.

I didn't want to wake her up, so I slowly got out of bed and went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. At the same bedroom where my bathroom was, I went out and still saw Ally sleeping.

I went downstairs and prepared our breakfast. Omelet and bread, with orange juice, was our breakfast. I went back upstairs to wake up my girlfriend.

"Ally? Baby? Wake up, breakfast is ready." I shook her gently and she complained.

"It's too early."

"That's why it's called breakfast, sweetie. Get up and I cooked the food." I said, she rubbed her eyes and said, "Really? You cook?"

"Yes baby, I cooked your breakfast, now, come on." I smiled.

"Okay, babe, I'll be there in a minute." She smiled back.

I kissed her temple and smiled again. "Okay baby, I'll wait." Then I left the bedroom then went to the dining area.

After 5 minutes, Ally came down with only an underwear and a white blouse shirt. I hid the blush I was having.

"Wow, that's an incredible smell babe." She complimented and walked towards my place then sat on my lap. "You smell the most incredible scent." She said while sniffing me then kissed me.

I blushed, literally. She noticed and laughed. I huffed and said, "Tease."

"I'm sorry babe, you're staring at me and couldn't help it." She sat down at the other end of the table and ate the food I cooked for us.

I'm pretty sure I could love this woman and forget the girl I've been in love with.

It's time to move on, right?

"Babe, wanna watch Netflix tonight? Orange is the new black will be up." Ally suggested and she does know I love that show. Though I don't know the whole story, I just ship the girls there.

I nodded and agreed to watch it with her.

After a couple of minutes, we were full and I decided to wash the dishes. Then I felt her hands wrapping around my torso and saying, "You are the greatest thing I have ever had, Lauren Jauregui."

I smiled. I was lying if I said that I don't like this girl so much. I could fall for her in a matter of seconds.

I stopped washing the dishes and faced her, wrapping my arms around her neck. "I love you too, babe." I said, attempting to kiss her, and when I finally got her, she reciprocated.

She hummed in response and took me to heaven.

This girl is worth loving for.

We parted and looked deeply in our souls. I can see a little bit of hurt in her eyes and I got worried. "Is something wrong, baby?" I asked.

"Nothing, babe." She broke the eye contact and frowned, made it more obvious than it already was.

"Baby, you could tell me what's bothering you." I lifted her chin and stared sincerely in to her eyes.

She breathe deep and sighed. "I just felt I wasn't enough for you. Whenever I go here at your house, it's either you're always out or sleeping. I just never felt loved by anyone, especially with Troy." She stated, trying her best not to break down in front of me.

Then suddenly, I felt guilty. I wasn't there for her when she needed me yet she was always there when I needed her. It's always like this, isn't it, Jauregui? Take those people who love you for granted and go for the only person who never even loved you.

I never want to hurt her, I never want to use her, heck, I never want to break her heart like Troy did.

I just want to love her until my every last breath. I want to make her feel love until she is satisfied with it. I could give her that, but if it wasn't for Camila.

C'mon Lauren, you we're friendzoned and you have to get out of it. Allyson is there and she's willing to pick you up and find yourself again.

"I'm sorry baby if I wasn't there for you. I was a little busy for school that I haven't thought about calling or texting you." I lied. I was always at Camila's and thinking about her than my girlfriend.

Maybe I should forget about that girl and focus on my girl.

That's not hard. You are strong, Lauren. Show them that this witty and brave person won't easily break down.

Make them know you are smiling even though you are hurting.

I kissed Ally's temple and finally said the words, "I love you, and that will never change."

She then cried. I hugged her protectively tight as she released her deep sobs against my chest.

I'll definitely never want to let this girl go.

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[A:N]; Apparently, I want to fast forward a bit, so sorry if I couldn't make it a longer one, but I hope you enjoyed and add this to your reading list and favorite it! Thanks for the support!

Peace^^