A great night full of bad dreams~ Book 1

私が誰を教えて (Watashi ga dare o oshiete)- Tell me who I am~

I walked into school with my earphones in as usual, on my way to my first class. It was a Monday, so that meant English. Panic! at the disco was blasting in my ears, just loud enough so I didn't have to listen to the pathetic noise of the peasants that also turned up to the hell hole my parents call 'a safe learning environment'.

As I reached the intimidatingly large door to my tutor classroom, I saw a girl with short blonde hair sitting in the seat next to mine. It surprised me because I'd never seen her before... Was she new?

"Eito, nice of you to join us so early today" One of my classmates Itsuki said sarcastically. I shot him a saddened glare and shuffled over to take my seat.

After sitting down at my desk, I felt like someone was watching me. I turned my head slowly towards the direction of the girl. After taking a closer look, it seemed she had beautiful green eyes and her blonde hair was absolutely stunning, shining in the morning light glistening through the open window, she was wearing a rose flower crown and a few necklaces. She was looking into my eyes... After a few seconds it got awkward and I spoke up. "Why are you watching me?" I asked. She shook her head and looked away for a second. "I- I'm sorry. Its just that.... Are you gay?" she looked genuinely confused. "Uh..." "Yeah I know, sorry. It's not a great thing to start a conversation with, It's just, I'm nervous..." I chuckled quietly. "It's okay. Honestly. I get asked that question a lot." she mouthed an oh. "sorry. I'm new here. My names Akira Shibanuma. But you can call me kira." I laughed. She reached out her hand for me to shake and surprisingly, I took it... "My names Eito Kutagare. You cant really shorten my name, so I guess you can just call me Eito." We both laughed together. This was the first time in a good few years, that I had genuinely smiled with someone other than a band member.

"So Eito, how old are you?" she asked with an unforgettable spark in her bright green eyes. "I'm 15, turning 16 in june. What about you?" I asked. "I'm also 15, I'm turning 16 on july second." She had a massive smile on her face, which I wouldn't of guessed possible due to the confusing aura of her almost gothic appearance, she was a very beautiful girl, but she didn't look like she was open to dating. Now don't get me wrong, Akira is a very intelligent and attractive girl, but I don't think of her like that. It's not that she isn't my type or anything, it's just that ever since this day, we've had an unbreakable connection that would be ruined with a relationship. And I know for a fact that she is not into me...

- LATER -

"Kira!" I screamed from the table across from her. Two boys had me in their grasp, holding my arms behind my back and my head forward so I could see what they were doing. "Stop it! Leave her alone itsuki, she hasn't done anything to you!" He looked at me and smiled. "You see Akira, this is what happens to you when you hang out with the gay boy. He's not allowed to have friends, he doesn't deserve them. HE'S DISGUSTING!" He spat at her. He had her up by her hair, hands clenched into fists. "You see, I would punch you for just talking to him, but you're a girl so I'm not going to touch you like that; it's illegal. Instead, I'll just get one of my girls to do it for me. Andrea!!" He screamed to his left, and all of a sudden a girl appeared. She had red hair, tied up in a messy bun and amber eyes, with lips that could have you mesmerised in seconds. She walked to the front of itsuki, where he was holding kira. "Yes isti." She giggled. "Take care of her" with those words, he threw kira across the room towards where the other girl was situated. Itsuki walked to me.
"How dare you think that you're allowed to have friends? Huh? Who told you that you were allowed to be happy? You aren't! You pathetic piece of shit. No gays will be allowed to be happy in my school. Understood?!" He looked me in the eye. "UNDERSTOOD!" He screamed. I felt his spit drop on my cheeks. He threw me backward to his goons who had previously let go of me. They dragged me around a bit and beat me up. Kicking and punching at my stomach and chest. I looked over to see kira was nowhere to be seen. It was just me and these two boys. Everyone's else had gone... Everyone...