hi guys in case you wonder whats the meaning of seraph? here is it there's a girl one day that come to my life and change everything in my life. october or september 12 2011 i just recieved a text from my friend telling me he wants to drink. so i said to him okei lets drink he said to me that he will come at exactly 12 noon so i prepare everything drinks and food then suddenly my friend came suprisingly he didn't even told me that her gf will come with us luckily my friend girl is there too at that time so we start drinking and chatting with each other. that was the 1st time i saw her gf and i said to myself what a lucky guy. we talk a little about her course in school because i notice the book she's reading while ating all accounting that little girl is studying accounting that's one tough subject right now to make the story short how we meet is because of his x boyfriend now. now time pass by we texted often because of his bf she always asking question's about his boyfriend actually there's something inside of me that makes me jelous about that but i know it's wrong. one day i went to my friend's house and suprised because i saw her again but this time is diffirent because i saw her crying tear's falling down on her eye's so i ask her what happend she said to me that they broke up. that day i want to hold her hand and embrace her but i can't because she might get shocked and slap me on my faced. so i decided to let her go. day's passes by we tetxted everytime everyday i want to know how she is and she said to me the truth about the break up she said to me it's all about his boyfriend having an affair on other girl and there's more because she got pregnant by accident hearing what she said to me it's like her whole world has come to an end so i decided that day that i want to help her i want to eased the pain she feel's inside the sorrow she's burden so i tell her i want to be your bestfriend you can tell anything on me and say anything on me i will listen to make the story short we become close friend. on that day also i came to my friend's house to tell him about her x girlfriend and me and my intentions to her but what i get from his x boyfriend is rejection so our friendship has been affected but i know to myself im doing the right way and doing the right thing to help this ANGEL. let's fast forward the story now that i have decided all what i want i go to her house and visit her more often ANGEL has a great family they are warm welcoming person i don't feel akward and not welcome to them she had a great mom that always smile and jolly her grandma too is jolly and cool not also that a great chef too she cook's good that's why i know why angel become so big. she has the best family from grandpa to tito's and tita's there's also one reason why i alway's visit there to see my little angel when you look at her and try to hold her it's like holding a important diamond too scared to drop it or to have scratch on it her smile too is like a sunlight glowing in your eye's. that's how great her family. now do u have any idea who is ANGEL ok i will give you a short summary of her My Angel is a little cute girl that has braces now but even without braces her smile are so stunning everytime i saw her it's like time has stopped because i dont really know what to say because i just want to stare at her the whole day and enjoying seeing her. she's a type of girl that is moody and sometimes hot tempered but i still love her whatever she is and attiuide towards me. she's also charming and sweet even on text and soft spoken. she's also very brave girl and honest because if she don't like what she see's or hear she will tell it to you immidiately.for me she's the best girlfriend and best friend that every man's dream. but something wrong with me i can't tell everything to her when im beside of her i know i kinda shy and loser type but i really really want to tell her how i love her, to treat her like my one and only queen and every seconds that she will know how much i love her and our little angel. but time passes by i think i got lazy and she got lazy on me also because there's too many problem come to me and to her i know it's all my fault. until one day i was suprised that i saw her profile pic in a networking site with her boyfriend my whole world crash that day i feel i can't breath and i want to go there and shout out her name but i guess i cant' change what she feel on that guy even if i do all that stupid things come on my mind. then i just drunk myself to death drink here drink there everyday drinking session with some friend's and girl's but i know deep inside of me i just fooling myself because i really love this girl and i have to change myself and take all the vice's away, so i fix myself have a good job try to focus on other thing's until one day she texted me and telling me to go to her daugther's christinening. actually my mind is telling me not to come but im thinking it's not the daughter's fault and it's bad to say no to that tradition so i decided to come. to make the story short we become good friends again and about his boyfriend they broke up. now fast forward we tetxted again become close friend again until one day a news come to me that she has been rushed into the hospital because of ulcer and that day also i have a final interview on abroad and that's my birthday so i decided to go to the hospital and visit her base on what i saw she recovers fast and easy so i was happy because she's fine then i talk to her and ask her about that day i went but she is clueless and i told her that it's my birthday and she does'nt even know. it really hurt's deep inside because the girl you love doesn't know it's your birthday and espacially day. to make the story short again one day i decided to court her again in myself i know i did all the thing's that a man can do even i have office work i still decided to go to her birthday because i know how especially that day to her so i decided to bring her a cake and a gift bag and she told me that she really like's all of it but one day i browse on her profile i was suprised that she had a birthday party and im not invited on that day i said to myself that maybe i can't really win her heart and i will not be one of her priorities in her life that day also i ask her and she said to me to stop so i did it i stop. i know some of you who will read this this story of mine it's kinda stupid and waste of time but for me this is one of my final gift for her to write our story the truth is i still love her and i made a promise to her that she will be the last one i will loved and i guess i still can't move on i really love her. i hope some of you enjoy this mind twising story and i hope one day that my angel will read this too and know how much i still love her thank you guys
