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Chapter 19: Taking Back?

~Skyler's POV~

I don't know if I'm dumb or if I'm stupid. I just took Niall back. I'm still deciding if I just fucked up or if its a good thing. Right now I think I'm going with the first one. I feel so awkward around Niall right now. Like not purposely it's just, things wont be the same as they were 4 years ago, they just wont be, for many different reasons.

Right now Niall and I were in my bed cuddling. My back side was pressed against Niall's front, I liked this way right now because I didn't want to make awkward eye contact. "Skyler?" Niall asked.

"Mhm?"

"Are you okay? Why are you being so distant?" I didn't respond I just layed there. "Can you turn around and look at me please?" he asked. I sighed and turned around. I stared at his bare chest. No we didn't do anything, he just likes to sleep shirtless.

"Skyler? What's up with you?"

"Nothing I'm fine." I say staring at his chest.

"No your not, hey look at me." he says lifting up my chin.

"I'm scared, what if-what if I made a mistake?" I ask.

"A mistake how?" he says looking at me hard.

"What if I made a mistake by taking you back?" I ask him.

"Hey, hey, I am NEVER going to hurt you again understand me?" he asks and I don't look at him. "Skyler look at me now." he says and I do. "I'm not going to hurt you, I'm going to keep you safe, I want you to feel safe with me not scared. Do you understand me?" he asks.

"I love you." I say and kiss him.

My answer was changed by those words..

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7 months later and I'm sitting here with Niall in our new place. Our house. "I love it I love it I love it!" I say jumping up and down with excitement.

"I'm glad you do." Niall says as he comes over and pecks my lips smiling. "Were finally moved in and unpacked." he says as he sits on our couch. I sit next to him and breathe in heavily. I put my feet in his lap and he massages them lightly and I smile.

"Are you hungry?" he asks applying more pressure.

"A lil." I say and shrug my shoulders. He nods. We sit in a comfortable silence for a while, both lost in our own thought. I let out a light giggle and Niall looks over at me funnily.

"What?" he asked raising his eyebrow.

"The baby just kicked for the first time." I say and his eyes light up. Oh yeah, I'm also 4 months pregnant.

"Can I feel?" Niall asked and I shook my head yes removing my feet from his lap. Niall placed his hand on my stomach and the baby started to kick more and more and I giggled.

"She likes you." I tell him.

"She?" Niall asked. "Don't you mean he?" he says with a light smirk on his lips.

"No, its going to be a girl." I tell him.

"No, its going to be a  boy." he says back and I giggle.

"Whatever you say." I say and he leans in and kisses me.

"Thought you'd see it my way." I tell him and he laughs.

"Whatever Skyler." he says and gets up. "So food?" he asks.

"Why not?" I reply making him smile.

"That's my girl!" he says and I laugh getting off the couch and grabbing his hand. 

They live happily every after. Guys I am so sorry I have honestly had no motivation to finish this story, but I hope you guys enjoyed most of it! This story will now be complete.