When you've been lied to so many times you begin to never trust anyone. You begin to ask yourself why do I keep getting hurt? Am I ever gonna be good enough?
When he called u beautiful he said he meant it and it made u happy. Then he lied. Then he left. You begin to fall apart. Everyday you ask yourself why because he never told you. You blame yourself; for everything...Anything happy makes u cry so you stay away from happy.
When you finally get fixed enough to try again with someone new, you just get tossed to the side again...you struggle to understand why. What did I do wrong? Did I fall in love to easy or did I just make a huge mistake. You say you made a huge mistake and again you blame yourself, but how much blame can your heart take. Not much more...
You finally try and put the past behind you and move on once again. This amazing guy comes along and walks into your life. You talk more and more and the more you talk the more you love him. Talking to him makes your whole past disappear, like it was never there. For a while you don't look back but the moment you do it's like your world just froze in the middle of your fairy tale. You let your guard down and your mind wants to put it back up, but your heart says no. Your mind wants to keep your heart from getting hurt again but your heart doesn't care because it found something it can't live without. Your heart doesn't care about the risks because he's worth it. He now means so much to you. Your heart is running the show and that's exactly how you want it to be.
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The Fight For Love
PoetryThe fight for love can have its ups and downs, but once you find your forever, it's the most amazing thing in the world. I originally wrote this for myself, but I put it on here so people can relate to it and know that a lot of people may be having...
