Insanity (Derp Ssundee Horror Story)

Chapters!?

So you're probably wondering, where the chapters are at, right? And your probably mad that this isn't an update. But, before you skip this, this is kind of important...

I would love to blame this all on writers blocks, but that's just an excuse to the real reason I haven't updated yet.

I've been feeling kind of...down..more than usual anyways, passing my time staring endlessly at a wall thinking about...things...listening to sad music. I guess I just haven't felt like writing, I mean this is the first time I've actually charged and turned on my tablet in what, a month now!? How long has it been again? See, I don't even remember. Ouch...

I guess what I'm saying is, I'm not discontinuing the book or putting it on hold, the chapter is slowly being made. I just wanted to let you know why its taking so long, the real reason...because you guys and girls deserve to know. You've all been so nice and supportive every time, not a single hate comment, and in all honesty that really really helps me...it makes me smile to see your comments. My friends wonder why my books are so gory and sad, well...I write how I feel inside and out. It's like, I'm sad but I like it, I'm comfortable in it, and I use my feelings to write and that makes me happy, they balance each other out I guess? But now, the sadness is just weighing me down...

I've tried to get help, I really tried...I mean the whole freaking hospital should know I'm depressed by now :/ but every time they ask if I need to 'talk' to someone and they say they'll call, guess what...they don't call, they never call!

I'm gonna end it here before I go into a rant about it though...again, chapter coming soon, slowly but surely. Thanks for being so patient with me though, I really appreciate it...