After that kiss (a shoey fan-fiction)

Chapter 37

Shane's P.O.V

I left to go get some food. I need it right now. I went to the snack aisle. I took the little debbys cakes, a few chip bags, ice cream, and chocolate bars. I baught them and went in the car. I just sat there eating my snacks. I decided to call Joey. I waited. And waited. And waited. Until his voicemail came on. Thats strange, he usually picks up. Thats when i knew there was something wrong. I finished my little debbys cake and went home. I need to find out whats wrong with my Joeybear.

Joeys P.O.V

Thats when it hit me. I was out.

*flashback*

I started tearing up to think that he thinks its all his fault. Then i started crying. Its not his fault. Its mines, all mines. If it wasnt for me, Shane wouldnt feel this way. If it wasnt for me, Shane would be here, and not leaving. If it wasnt for me, everybody would be happier. If it wasnt for me, he would live a normal life and still be with the slutbag Lisa. Everything is my fault. Then a voice came up in my head.

Voice in my head (VIMH): Do it. You know you want to. It'll make all your troubles and stress disappear.

Joey: But are you sure

VIMH: Yes. How could it not be? Do it

Joey: Can i at least write a note?

VIMH: Fine, but make it quick

Joey: Ok

The note i wrote said:

"Dear Shane,

I know you hate when i get mad at myself but this time, its really my fault. So i wanna let you know these things. I love you so much. You mean the world to me. But i dont want to hurt you anymore than i have. Im sorry. Go back with Lisa. She still loves you. I dont deserve you. Im sorry i made a bad experience. So i did this so you can see how much i love you. Im sorry. May the odds be ever in your favor, which i hope they are. Goodbye Shane.

From the man that loves you most

Joey <3333"

I taped it on the door. The voice came back.

VIMH: Are you done?

Joey: Yea

VIMH: I guaruntee you its worth it.

Joey: I hope so...

I walked over to the bathroom. I grabbed a razor. I started crying insanly. Then i put it to my wrist. While crying, i took it across my wrist and instant blood came out. The blood was gushing out, which i didnt really enjoy. I slid it across my wrist again and again and again. More blood came out. I started to smile. I was still crying. 17, 18, 19, 20 cuts on one wrist.

Joey: I t-thought this would help

VIMH: Other arm

I looled at it. And without second thoughts, i slid it across my wrist alot of times. 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23. 23 cuts on this arm. Then i started feeling dizzy. I lost all feeling in my legs so i dropped on the floor. I started throwing up. Blood. I felt dizzier. Then i started getting dark. Thats when it hit me. I was out.

*end of flashback*

Shane's P.O.V

Well im finally here. I ran out the car and i found a note on the door. I read it. What did he do?? I ran inside to see from the bathroom, there was red liquid coming from the bottom. I started yelling

Shane: JOEY? PLEASE TELL ME THAT IS KOOLAID. JOEY PLEASE ANWSER. JOEY JOEY

I started crying. Then i walked in the bathroom. I saw Joey covered in blood. What. did. I. do?

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Very dramatic. Ok i decided to update after i came out the doctors. I was the because i have swimmers ear. Where the outside of you ear is irratated, where even a feather can hurt it if you touch it. So technicall an ear infection. Yea...anyhow um...oh keep writting in the comments your book title and what its about. Yea. My ear is fucking killing me. Uggghhh ok so imma go. I love you. I HOPE YOU HAD FUN HANGING WITH ME I HAD FUN HANGING WITH YOU MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR AND I WILL SEE YOU LATER GOOOOOOOOODBYE ;)