Walking into a new class is scary, as so was walking into AP world history for the first time. It was the middle of year and I am joining the class for the first time. The teacher sat me next to my old best friend Lucy. But we haven't talked in three years, so it made it really awkward. She looks so different, she used to be so nerdy now she actually looks pretty.
"Open your textbooks to page 62." Mrs. Rintala said "oops scratch that we're actually going to do a activity involving partners. So everyone fine a partner!" While getting up I see Lucy and an other guy spring to each other there probably dating. My heart sank at this thought, I don't know why. Do I have a crush on her? Please don't, please don't. I walk over to someone that I'm hoping will be my best friend. And ask if they wanted to be partners. I knew he didn't want to be my pattern but I needed a friend. He answers with a disappointed "Ummmm, sure." The obvious disappointment saddened me but I had someone to talk to.
After class Lucy comes up to me and tells me that we have three other classes together. Next class being one of them. She tells me that she's dating a guy named Jackson.
"I'm guessing that was the guy you sprang to?" Regretting it after I said it she looked surprised but nodded her head.
"Hey, do you want to hang out some time I don't actually have any other friends here?" I asked timidly to her
"I can't after school today because I'm hangin' with Jackson but tomorrow I can." My heart rises when she said that. We both walked into French 2 and I asked the teacher if I could sit next to Lucy because I knew her, she said that would be a good idea and sat me next to Lucy. This school year is going to be a fun one.
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RomanceSam, a freshman in high school fighting to get away from the depression, and heartbreak of high school
