Help me? (A Marcus Butler fanfic)

Chapter 1

*Trigger warning*

"REYA GET YOUR FAT ASS DOWN HERE!" Her mum yells well it looks like another beating from the woman that "loves her" this happens on a regular basis it gets worse when her mums drunk. Hi my names Reya Mendiola I am 18 years old and this all started after my dad left her for another woman when I was 12 and he left me here to crumble up and die he only called once a mouth and that's if she gives me the phone. My dad said that I was his princess forever and he would never let me go but that was probably a lie all along since I'm here and he's over there in America with his new family. "REYA!" The woman that use to love me and hug me when I needed it but now just hits me and tells me I'm worthless, I go down the stairs to get my regular beating or at least I hope and I hope she uses her fist instead of her beer bottle the last time she did that I got a cut on my forehead and every one called her clumsy meggie at school. "Yes mum?" I say in a shaky voice "Get over here you fat worthless piece of shit!" She says while I walk slowly to her not quick enough she grabbed my arm and threw me on the ground while I was trying to get up she started kicking my stomach making me cough and groan in pain "YOURE WORTHLESS YOURE THE REASON HE LEFT!!! I WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN!" She yells kicking me once more then picking me up and throwing me against the wall punching, kicking, screaming. Eventually she gets tired and leaves probably to go get drunk and come home at 3:00 in the morning, I get up going to my room whimpering and limping all the way there once I reached my room I locked the door behind me and going to the bathroom and turning on the shower grabbing my razor
1. For being worthless
2. For being fat
3. For being ugly
4. For making everyone's lives miserable
5. For making your dad leave you with this awful woman that isn't who she was

And
6. For the pain

I watched as the blood flowed down the drain I just stayed there crying silently when your alone and don't want anyone to hear you, you learn how to do it I'm an expert by now. I step out and put my razor back to where it belongs under the soap in my cabinets I go back into my room and lay on the bed getting on my phone that my dad got me on my 15th birthday. I went on YouTube watching my favorite youtuber Marcus Butler he has that cheery feeling that makes you want to smile and the way he says 'HELLOOOO! Makes me laugh or chuckle sometimes I wish I could meet him in real life and give him a hug telling him he gets me through the life I have everyday but I'm pretty sure that won't happen and he would probably just walk away since everyone in my life has done that to me. He starts his intro and plays 'the how dirty is your mind game' it's funny how he thought the lamp was in between a girls legs while she had a bikini on I laugh at some of the things he answers at the end he ends the video telling us to like the video and everything I get out of youtube and go on google searching up Marcus Butler 'GET TICKETS TO MEET MARCUS BUTLER FOR FREE!' It says on a link I click on it and think what am I going to lose?! Nothing! I click on it and it's a quiz on how much you know Marcus Butler and if you win you get free tickets to go and meet him I answer all the questions and wait for the results 'YOU WON!!!" Pops up on my screen WHAT! I think it asked a couple of questions like if I really want these tickets and then it says it will be at my house tomorrow and I smile although I'm screaming inside I turn off my phone and go to sleep dreaming about Marcus Butler.....

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                                -R❤️