…I was interested in you for quite sometime now, we were always paired up because of how close we were, people misunderstand our relationship from time to time too.
"Aw, how sweet~". They'll say,"You guys look so good together."
So overwhelming, it makes my heart smile a little…though i wish it made yours smile too, heh…yeah right.
When i first met you, i thought you were pretty average, i didn't know your averageness would become so uniquely different to my eyes. I gained interest, i wanted to be your friend so bad, and we did became friends! But, i guess the "interest" i had was…..hm..
Most of the time, i just can't tell what you're gunno do next, it's always so surprising. I can easily think of any possible outcomes, but why is it that when it comes to you, something different happens…?
I cheered you on the other day, "Don't worry!" I said, "Just talk normal and don't get nervous!". You were so strucked that you couldn't even say a word, but you two eventually had a normal conversasion, it was funny watching you from the background. It looked like you guys would make a good couple even, maybe it'll be better if you hang out with me less..
Its okay, im okay, im satisfied with this, i know from the beginning that it was only me feeling this way, its ok, im not that great after all, im just your pal, don't worry, i'll support you all the way.
…Im sorry for expecting though, i should have never expected that you felt the same way, i feel awful now, you two seemed to be getting closer, so i'll distance myself little by little…im ok, of all the wrong possible outcomes i predicted happening, this was the only one that was right.
Im fine, i did say that this feeling would pass, i can finally rest my heart after 2 years. Don't worry, i'm still cheering you on, hope it goes well between the two of you.
Well, we don't hang out that much anymore, i just ended up sitting quiet on my chair, or sleep in the middle of the class. Its okay, im okay…i'll be okay..
Ahh, it seems both of you have mutal feelings for eachother, that's great. Though you weren't acting like yourself this morning…so quiet, did something happen? Nah, you were smiling after all, you're fine. You don't need me anymore.
Its okay, i'll give up soon, im okay, im giving up don't worry, but please, don't show up again, when my guard is down, please…don't smile at me again, i won't take it..
Im okay, its okay, i'll leave you alone now, no more surprises, i've given up.
So this time, for the first and last time, before i give up, i'll say this to you, i'll say it right infront of you-
"Hey, I love you…"
That's enough now, im leaving, i'll leave before i cry…I'll give up before my heart change its mind…
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Welp, that was weird, i dunno what was that all about.
Uh……enjoy!
#Feelsstory
#YehhItried
#Shouldhavemadeitevenmorefeelsier
P. S
I tried to make it a "both gender" thing but u know, the cover and stuff- ok u get the idea!
