Al the happiness I had
Has now been drained
The only thing I feel now
Is numbness and pain
Every single time
You critisize
The words keep rerunning
Through my mind
All I think of is weakness
As tears stain my cheeks
I roll up my sleeve
As sobs leave my lips
Everything that you said
Comes charging at me
The only thing left
Is my silent plead
I know that it's wrong
That it's a mistake
Yet my heart is long done
Listening to my head
I dont hesitate
As the tears blur my sight
The pain is overwhelming
But brings on a light
After 5 slashes
I decide it's enough
I put down the razor
And hide my new cuts
I always thought
I could clearly see
But now the darkness has overtaken
And I'll never be free.