will i ever hear your voice again // bajancanadian

will i ever hear your voice again ➼ bajancanadian oneshot

I woke up in the morning and right away, got onto my computer. I logged into YouTube and saw that TheBajanCandian had posted a new video. I saw that I was a v-log and I clicked on it. As the video was loading I scrolled down to look at the comments.

'Noooo! Benja stay strongk!'

'You can't leave, everyone loves you!'

While reading the comments my heart started beating faster and faster. What was this this v-log about?

It started to play and I could feel my eyes tearing up.

"Hey doods, it's Mitch or the Bajan Canadian here and I need to talk to you doods about something serious."

The video continued and my breathing quickened.

"Today I'm going to talk about my resignation from creating YouTube videos."

At this point I was bawling my eyes out.

"I know you all have enjoyed my videos throughout the years and I can't believe I actually made it to six million subs! I'm not going to delete my YouTube incase I ever do return but I will be inactive for a while, or even forever."

I noticed that Mitch too was crying.

"All good things must come to an end eventually right?"

He laughed a little but I could tell it was fake.

"So at that note, I bid you all farewell. I just hope you doods know how hard this is for me. It's just that, I want to do other things with my life. Bye doods."

And with that he ended the video.

Did Mitch really retire from YouTube? He was the person I could go to when I was feeling sad. He was the person that mad me laugh. He was my everything.

"Will I ever hear your voice again Mitchell?" I asked.

"Will I ever see your face?"

I single tear rolled down my cheek and fell onto my laptop.

My life was over, officially over. I opened the door of my room and walked down the hallway to the bathroom. I opened the door to the medicine cabinet and took a bottle full of pills. I carefully unscrewed the lid and swallowed every last one of them. I started to feel dizzy and everything became darkness.

"Hey doods, it's Mitch or the Bajan Canadian here!"

I continuously heard his voice through my head. Repeating.

Why.....?

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If you're wondering if it's over, yes it is. I know it was short and sad but it was a one-shot. I just got this idea so I made it into a one-shot. I hope you liked it and I just want you all to know, suicide is never the answer. I know a lot of people say that but it's true. Just because it happens in books and movies doesn't mean it needs to happen in real life. Anyways hope you enjoyed!

Thanks for reading and remember to slap dat vote button with yo fo'head! <3

~Maddy 🌚