My Dark Secret

Bonfire

I was basically one of those girls who just didn't care about what trend or Designs of clothes.
I was more of the kind of girl who just wore stuffs that did not make me look like a total idiot.
I never really knew what I was or who I was, I lived a total normal nerd-like-life until that night.

There was a bonfire party at Ravens house it was basically for only the seniors. Although I was a senior I wasn't really invited because I was a geek.

But Chad, Ravens boyfriend asked if I wanted to come. I thought it was a joke to mock me because he was captain of the football team. And he was dating the hottest girl in high school.

But he seemed pretty serious 'why don't you just come to the bonfire it would be totally cool' I was simply stunded he couldn't be talking to me.

I checked behind me to be sure he wasn't talking to someone else. But it was me. 'Come on bae, she wouldn't wanna come she's just like the rest of the geek crew' Raven said sarcastically.

'Come on babe just lets give her a try' he said leaning on to me. I could see the Red Wolf jacket on him. As he leaned in I got a little sweaty not because I was falling for him or anything but because I was somehow under pressure. 'I'll go' shit why did I just fucking say that?

'I'll go' I said it again. What the fuck did I just do? 'Cool' he said giving Raven a kiss on the fore head 'I told you babe she'll go' he said smiling at me

'Fine' Raven exhaled I was pretty sure she didn't want me to come. 'But make sure you wear something pretty' she said and draged Chad along with her.

Damn it. Why did I agree? I'm sure it was because of Chad. His hazel brown hair, his green eyes and his athletic Body. What was I going to wear?

It was time for the party and I had done my hair and make-up and I had bought a pair of body hug shirts and some jean shorts
I couldn't recognise myself by the time I looked in the mirror. I looked great. By the time I got to the party I was already late and the bonfire was about to start.

I kept on getting this odd looks from the guys at the party but I didn't really care 'hey there stanger' it was Chad. 'Hey there Chad' said feeling a bit shy 'you look wow.... different' he said moving closer

' I want to show you something' said grabbing my hands and pulling me towards his car

Once we were in his car he just grabbed my face and kissed me. I gave him the what-are-you-doing look. "Why did you do that?"I asked, if his girlfriend had caught us I would be in trouble.

And believe me nobody wants to get in trouble with Raven Hayes. "Stop talking like as if you don't love it" he said grabbing my face as he kept on kissing me. I struggled at first but then I felt good and different so I continued.