Alive

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I was painting a picture 

the picture was a painting of me,

and for a moment i thought i was happy

but then i realize it wasn't true. 


And all this time I've been lying

 lying to them about  myself

I've been putting fantasies on my canvas for show .


I need to remember how, it was to feel alive 

my tears are always flowing

and my heart's always frozen

i need to remember how, it was to feel alive.

How it felt like to drive with my head out the window,

 i'll run far away, and would i come back?

                nobody knows~~~~~~~~~~~~

i'l do anything it does to not feel this pain.

                                                                   -D:m

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 12, 2016 ⏰

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