No going Back (1D FanFiction)

Prehistory : My life, my fault

And again I am sitting here because its all my fault. Why couldn't I just let him go with these hoes? I'm so stupid...this time it really was my fault. But what would you do if your bestfriend of years, Leo suddenly changes? He left me and Eva all alone. Hell, I don't blame him it was completly my fault. I told him he don't have to hang with us all night. I told him he could have other friends. He was glad I was not one to hold him forever. However he didn't made friends with these sluts like he thought he did. He just went to the same party's and had fun. In this league there isn't something like making friends. Maybe they think so but usually you won't go to the next corner and start gossiping about your 'friend'. He's not stupid he knows on what he's up to. But he does it anyway because of the loss of attention over the years. And again its my fault, its my fault that I went with him to the party. Yeah, I know what you're thinking, I'd do the same. He felt guilty about the fact that he had left us. But for real he didn't leave us he just thinks it. And because we don't wanted him to have the feeling of being unappreciated in our 'group' we accepted the invitation of Mr. Simon Cowell's daughter Melissa's Party. Also known as the bitch of our school. What shocked me was the fact that she wears the name with pride. Anyway, I hope we could at least save him and a few others...woah and its AGAIN my fault. I know I made mistakes but what I didn't is that the biggest mistake is my life. Its my life and its my fault. If I wouldn't be born because I'm an accident , my 'dad' wouldn't have left us. If he wouldn't have left , he wouldn't have gone to those horrible, crazy, insane and most important dangerous people. This people who did this catastrophe because of my life. If I hadn't gone to this party and stayed at home, it would have just been me. Not these kids and not Eva. I'm so so so sorry. I should've done something so she wouldn't have to come with me but unfortunatly it went all too fast. But she's brave and she's staying her man. If I had a chance to escape it would only be possible with the help of Eva. We're a good team you have to know. We're working good and fast together. Now we just need a plan to get out of this cartrunk......