• • JongUp • •
I've tried everything. I've cut myself, I've starved myself, I've jumped off cliffs and edges of buildings, but I am still alive.
At times I just want to scream and die. I actually want to die. I put my friends in enough danger already by existing, I've had it.
Once, I was so close, so close to successfully dying, then she came.
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published: 12.4.16
