Blame The heart

Last Day In Florida

Esperanza's POV~
It's 2am. I can't sleep. Im scared ill get another Anxiety attack. It runs through my head if i should just quit.
'Music was never for you! It never will be!'
'You're stupied if you think miserable concerts are going to bring food to the table.'
All of those familar voices are stuck in my head. My nails are scratching the pillow im holding, and bitting on to keep me from screaming and crying. "Shhh... It's going to be okay... It's okay" Gabrielle cooed me, sitting beside me and hugging me, bringing me close. I could hear his heartbeat. It was silent in the room.
It's been 1 hour, and i could feel Gabrielle's breathing slow down. I put the blanket over him, and went downstairs to the kitchen. I got a visual of the stairs from my Parent's house, but remembered i had moved in with Gabrielle.

My mom didn't know. She thought i had moved into Mia's house. I got some pills for my headace and a bottled water. I ran back upstairs, and tucked my self into bed beside Gabrielle after taking the pills.
|° 5 A.M °|
"Turn it off!" We both groaned at each other. "It's you're phone!" I groaned. "No it's not." I got up to go to my working desk and got his phone, and took it to him, "So this isn't your phone?" He sat up, looking at it. "I love you." He smiled, while realizing i was right. "Okay." I replied going to the closet. "I said I love you." He repeated. "And i said Okay." I got my clothes and went to take a shower.

I washed my hair with my Vanilla Scented shampoo, and i condition it once a week, and i did that already, so i moved onto my body i scrubbed my body with a Vanilla Scented body gel, and shaved my legs and under arms. I washed my face with a mask, while i let my hair air dry. I took the mask off, and since my skin was pretty clean i just let my hair down, with no makeup. I changed into a gray t-shirt with some ripped light blue boyfriend jeans with a gray flannel around my waist. I slipped on my Gray Converse. I walked downstairs, and saw Gabrielle on the sofa. "Done?" I asked. "Yep. Come on, lets go." He got following me to the car. Well, it's 6:50... "You wanna get a coffee? We've got time." I suggested, PRAYING he would say yes. "Nahh. Lets go straight." I, by-force, agreed. "Im just kidding of course! Its coffee!"

We pulled up to the drive through and got our iced coffees, and drove off to the recording studio. It's the Universal Studio's in Florida. "Good Morning!" I guess, our Band's director greeted us both as we walked in. "'Morning." Gabrielle answerd, and i just smiled at him since i had coffee in my mouth. Gabrielle took my hand as we walked to the Changing room. "Where's your clothes?" I asked him. "I left it at Isaiah's house the other day. He said he'll bring it." "Oh okay, i saw him earlier," i replied, " he should be in the warm-up area... You should get your clothes now its 30 munites until we leave." "I will." He kissed my forehead, obviously having to bend his knees because im 5'2 and he's 6'3. I turned to the changing room and opened up my locker where my clarinet was as well as my clothes.

I was changed into my Band Uniform. A long black dress with middle size sleeves, and black heels. I put a bit of mascara on, and brushed my hair. I came out of the storage and fpound Gabrielle in his Uniform as well. A long sleeves white button up, and a black bow with black dressing pants, with black shoes. His bow was undone though. I gave him my clarinet to hold it, while i did his bow. "There." I said finishing it. "Thanks babe." He squished my cheeks.

Me on the outside: *Happy
Me on the inside: "Stop. My contour."

"Okay, ladies and gentleman! Its now 7:00 put bus should be here around 7:15-7:30.. So, hurry!" An instructor was telling the band. It's a pretty big band.

*9 Flutes
*5 Oboes
*24 Clarinets
*17 Alto Saxaphones
*12 Tenor Saxaphones
*5 Bass Clarinets
*23 Trumpets
*19 Tubas
*16 Baritones
*31 Percussion

By the time all our bags and instruments were all packed it was about time to leave the studio. We headed to Daytona Beach International Airport, and got on our flight to London. I checked our concert schedules.

*London: April 13-17
*Paris: April 19-22
*Tokyo: April 24-30
*Hong Kong: May 1-8
*Rio Janeiro: May 11-16
*Chile: May 18-24
*Colombia: May 26-30
*Mexico: June 1-10
**From Mexico, you will have the rest of your your schedule Good Luck!**

Wow... That's a lot. "It's okay" Gabrielle cooed me like he did this morning. I nodded, looking out the window. I closed my eyes and the darkness took over me.

*A/N: Okay.... So, this book is yet ANOTHER romance novel 😂 And YES! This will be a romance between music. I just felt like makeing it like that K? K. Other than that ILYGSM! 😘 Thanks for ur support!