I'm Not Her

I'm always playing bandaid to someone's heart .
I never get a guy that is free of burdens from his past relationships with other women .. I always get the ones who cling to the past and hopes that I'm something like it .

I'm not those other women , and I'm not okay with you comparing me.
I'm not her and her and her .
I'm me .
I'm not okay with false love , don't tell me you love me but don't really feel that way .

Funny how I'm the chosen one out of the pact , and I wonder why they always go back to their ex .
Mhmm..makes sense now

I'm not her ..
I don't smell like she did , my hair isn't the same , my eyes tell different stories and my hands heal they don't break .
I'm not her ..
I don't want to be and I refuse to be
I don't have a girl crush , but I hope she has one on me .
Wrong ? Maybe, but that's life , you can't lose something then want it back because someone else picked it up and made it new again.

I can say all this & that but I'm tired of Being the feeling to a void within someone's heart. I'm tired of hugging " him " and knowing that it's not me he wants.

I am not her , I will never be her
I am me . Not a bandaid