Infected (ON HOLD)

Jared

Jared's POV

Where is that fine piece of ass? Don't get me wrong he has to be my best friend and only true friend that I have ever had, but he has to be the hottest man alive. His jawline is to die for and his eyes...agh it makes climax just by thinking of those blue beauties. And his muscular body is just waiting for me to lay my hands on it. Wow, I sound super like a total perv right now.

Maybe it's because I didn't take my pills today. The pills also known as the "pleasure pills"( belive me it's the exact opposite of pleasure, literally) prevents you from having any sexual uges or thoughts. We can still be attracted to the same gender but we just won't really want to do 'the bump and grind'; even if the dude is as hot as Austin. And that's really high on the hotness scale.

But sometimes you just want to be a fucking rebel and don't take them. I'm not sure if it is a good or bad idea right now because I'm horny as hell. It's like every single thought I would have had when I saw Austin is magically appearing in my mind all at once. It's a really intense feeling. No wonder some guys who haven't taken their pills pounce at each other at the first sight.

I've not taken the pill before and had pretty much the same feeling but right now it feels a thousands times worse. By head is pounding from all of the thoughts in my mind. Like if someone just started replacing my thoughts for really dirty ones. I mean really dirty. And my body is shaking like if I'm having withdrawals from the drug. And I just can't stop thinking about his body. The way he tilts his head when he concentrates, the way he slightly moves his hips side to side; not so dramatic but not as "manly".

How is pants hugs his butt making it-stop you're only making youself even harder than you were; if that's even possible. Fuck, why did I choose not to take the pill today? Just think of something else. Do something productive or something.

Just think your twenty-one years old today. Your legal drinking age! But it's not like you can just walk outside of the Institutions doors like 'Don't mind me I'm just going out for a drink'. Ha! I could just imagine what would happen to me. One of the cute security guards tackling me to the ground. His strong body pressing me into the floor. Our bodies perfectly aligned. Our dic-

"You need to stop thinking like this," I whispered to myself. This place is really turning me into a madman. I stood up from my bed and started pacing around the room. I feel so nervous and shitty at the same time. I feel the sweat clinging to the collar of my shirt as I run my hands along my neck soothing myself. Just a bad habit I kept since I was a kid. It really helped get through some rough times in this hell hole.

"Just relax," I whisper. I wiped the sweat off my hands and onto my pants. What's going to happen when he walks into this room? Will I just automatically kiss him or will I just stare? My feelings all bubbling up at once cause me to feel nauseous. I'm sweating to death, my head hurts, and feel like puking. On top of that I'm sporting a major boner. Yup, definitely a perfect day to not take the pills.

I hate myself right now. I walk over to one of the cabinets and find an empty bottle. I then walk over to the sink and fill it up about half way. I start to drink tasting the metalic feel in my throat from the old pipes. Ugh! I gag. I'm used to that disgusting excuse for water here but right now I'm just not having it.

Especially with all of my "not me" sexual thoughts. Suddenly another dirty thought crosses my mind. I'm going to make Austin give me a birthday present he and I will never forget. I smile at that. I'm really one disgusting fucker when I don't take my pills.

Austin's POV

He's going to kill me. I completely forgot and he's going to kill me. Why did Nurse Latica give me so much to do today? First with handling the new patients when I clocked in. That's one of the hardest jobs here besides the Discipliners. (A/N You will find out what a discipliner later.) For me handling new patients is the hardest part of being a nurse.