As I grow older I stared to realize that the people in my life are only 90% of what makes me me .
The other 10% is how I take in other peoples energy .As a kid growing up I had a mom,dad, grandma,grandpa, and a little sister .
Little did I know soon my life would be ript apart . both my grandparents would be up in the clouds . And I would be on earth wondering why they had to leave me .
The pain doesn't stop there after a year I would witness a close family member poking and poking slowly dying of a addiction to a needle .
Now being 12yrs old realizing that I only really had a mom,sister,grandma,grandpa, and a uncle . and NOT a dad . It really hurts now that. I think about .How could a father pick a piece of metal over a beautiful family over his own daughter .
Days goes by and I wonder why couldn't I have a father . but that's the mystery part about my life I don't know why I went through and why im still going through this pain .that lies up to my feature .
