The madness of my mind

The normal me.

My name is Spencer Reid. I am usually a good person, but I do have a secret side that no one knows about. I am a  genius. I read 20,000 words per minute and have a IQ of a 187 so that's normal for me but not normal for my team they still need to figure me out considering I don't tell them about me. The reason I don't want them to know is because the pain is so intense I mean I have enough issues to deal with  the headaches and the drug addiction thanks to Tobias  I am still in fear because of him. Its not due to him but due to my father with abuse I still wonder how I am alive and in one piece .Nobody will ever know the real me because I tend to put on a fake act just so no one can know how bad the pain is . My mother Diana Reid  is a paranoid schizophrenic her disease got worse  when I was ten then when I was eighteen I  had to put her in be Bennington Sanitarium . This one thing came back to me when i went unconscious when Tobias drugged me.

This living hand ,now warm and capable of earnest grasping would if it were cold. And in the icy silence of the tomb, so  haunt thy days and chill thy dreaming nights that thous wouldst with thine own heart dry of blood , so in my veins red life might stream again, And thou be conscience-calmed -see here it is i hold it towards thou- John Keats