A Beautiful Mess

London -

"Momma I'm so sorry!" I pleaded again. Sorry was the only words spitting from my mouth. "No! London, I didn't raise you this way! I ju-just can't believe you! Your 17!" She bantered.

"Momma! Please! Don't throw me out the house!" I cried. Not shedding a single tear. I have nothing to cry over. I'm just begging right now. Yea, I got pregnant by Zyale Cruz. My baby, My ride or die, My honey. He's been there since day one, but of course his parents did not accept my pregnancy either...

"London! I love you dearly but you will not live here, I will rent you an apartment on Friday, understood?" My mother said firmly.

"Yes Mama." I shot up to my room, I don't want to show my face at school, I mean, I'm pregnant you know? But I don't regret a single thing! My child will be beautiful, Jada Renee Nicoles.

I sat on my bed rubbing my stomach, "Momma is going through a tough time honey. But that won't affect you, you deserve the best. Right baby! I can't wait to see your wittle face! Aww and your tiny hands, you will be so pretty. I just can't wait to see you. Only four more months honey, only four more months..." I whispered. Only four more months...

Zyale

"Mom, chill out Dad isn't even this worked up. He accepted it, I can't change what happen, ight?" I faced my mother. My dad was in the couch like nothing happened, he thinks I'm a screw up and probably expected nothing more. "Zyale! Don't tell me what your father is doing! I'm doing what I think is right! Protecting you." My mom whipped the tears soaking her face. I hate to see my Mama cry, mane I fucked up. "Mom, the right thing to do is be there for London and Jada!" My father glanced at me and nodded, as if approving my statement.

"You're just so young!" My Mama cried harder, I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her, "Mama please stop crying."

"Zyale, just don't get caught up in craziness! Can you promise me that at least?" She looked up, I don't want to promise, but if this will help Mama sleep at night, I promise. "I promise Mama."

She nodded and I went to my room, oh what a loooong ass day. Then my phone rang.

Fuck it I'm on one. Two white cups and I mix that drink, could be purple could be pink dependin' on how you mix that shit.. --

I glanced at the caller ID: My Love<3:*

Me- Wassup baby?

London- My momma rented us an apartment..How'd your parents handle it..?

Me- My dad didn't really care my mom bawled.

London- Oh..My mom was...okay

Me- Ha, I just can't wait for Jada, man.

London- Aww, baby. I can't wait either.

Me- London, I love you.

London- I love you too baby.

Me- Do you regret anything...

London- No boo boo.

Me- Good. I miss you.

London- Baby, I miss you so much! Wanna meet at the park?

Me- Ight bae, I'll metchu in 10.

London- K, bye love.

I hung up, she means the world to me, I'm happy she is having my child...I regret nothing.