"Are you fucking serious? After everything I've been through, seriously?" I AM SO MAD RIGHT NOW. The pressure is in my mind and in my heart. I want to punch and smash everything I see. This is insanity. Of all people, why me?
"WHY? WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR REASON?!" I shouted at him with tears making my vision blur. I can't help it.
" I... I realized..... I love you..." He can't even look straight in my eyes. I am definetely not going to believe this guy once again. This is so insane.
"And you think I'll fall for that for the nth time? Well fuck you. I'm done trying." I grabbed my bag behind him and walked out as soon as possible. I don't want to see his face EVER again.
"Wait up! Krishna!!" I bowed my head while walking. As much as possible, I don't want to make a scene in this park. I don't want to look back because looking back means falling for him again.
"Krishna.." he grabbed my arms tightly as if I was a prisoner.
"Let me go.." I said with full conviction. I want him to let me go because I already did. PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY.
"Krishna.. please listen to me.." His voice is full of sadness. His tone is pleading and begging like a little kid begging for a piece of chocolate. "I'm sorry.."
Will I still listen? After every bullshit I have to get through him, should I still give him a chance? But how many chances does this guy deserves? 2? 3? 4? How many times should he break my heart before I realize he is not worth it? That I deserve the love I think I deserve?
