Friends with benefits???

What happens now?

POV of Jada:

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I was being woken up By Saf. "Ok um how do I say this?" I just stared at him with a confused face. "Rizvan left. He went to, well, you know. He left." I took my phone out of my back pocket to call him when I saw a message from him. It said:

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Rizvan: I love you. Remember me always ok?

-----end of text-----

I looked over at Saf who was trying not to make eye contact with me. I sat up from the bed while unlocking my phone and called Rizvan. It went straight to voicemail. I tried calling again but the same thing happened. I through my phone on the bed trying not to shed a tear and looked over at Saf who was just staring at me like he was waiting for something. The way he said it thoguh, made it seeem like he was never going to see me again. 

"He told me to take care of you so I went a little clothes shopping for you based on the outfit you came here in." He pointed to some bags on the table. There were at least fifteen bags. I went through them laying out the different options on the bed. Most of them were accessories, but there were also new school shirts, regular shirts, jeans and sneakers. 

I took off my clothes, yes right in front off him. Its not like I was butt naked, I still had on my bra and underwear. I put on a white polo from areopastle, some black jeans from hollister, the bred 11's Saf got for me, gold hoops with red bow earrings for my cartilage piercing and some gold rings. For my hair I just left it out. 

He was already dressed in his appropriate school attire. He had on a black shirt with black shorts and some black and white Vi 6 Retro Jordans. He just stared at me clueless. "Are we going to go?" I had said with a stern tone. He didn't even answer back, just shuffled quickly down the steps. I followed behind him.

We were walking down the sidewalk to school now and Saf starts talking to me. "So how come my brother likes you so much?" I look at him with a confused face. "Well most girls are afraid of my brother 'cause he's so big and the other girls that he dates he knows are temporary so he tries not to catch feelings to much and as soon as the girl starts saying stuff like 'I love you' he drops 'em. But with you, the first thing he does is catch feelings." "Wow you make it seem like I've hypnotized him or something." "No no no it's nothing like that. I actually liked that he changed for you. The only other person he changed for was...Kyle." He looked away and smiled but then continued. "It's like you were suppose to be here for him to make sure that he stayed put together and shit." 

A thought came to my head. I thought I failed him because he left. I thought I failed him because he didn't want to be here anymore. I thought I failed him because he felt like he couldn't stay. The truth is I didn't fail him at all. I helped him realize there was more. I let out a smile and a small sigh of relief.

We walk into the school cafeteria and walk our separate ways. He sits at a table inside with some friends and I sit at a table outside alone listening to my music. The music takes me away as I start to close my eyes. Some time goes by and I'm not even realizing it until someone taps me on my shoulder. I turn around to see some girls I've never met a day in my life. "Are you Rizvan's girlfriend?" She sounds like a little girl. "Who's asking?" I answer with an attitude. "Oh no we just wanted to know because they both Rizvan and Matteo were fighting over you and you still talk to both of them so we just wanted to know who you were dating." "To be honest I don't know myself. But I'll get that answer to you once I figure it out." I gave them a harsh fake smile turned back around to doze off but the bell to go to class rang. 

I get up to walk to class and literally every single last living soul was staring at me. I felt like even the non-living things were staring at me. I get this weird vibe from the crowds and the whispering so I turn up my music and keep my head straight as I walk to my class. 

It felt like forever. My class was in a separate building from the rest of the school and the building was in the back of the school. My class was in the back of the building. I open the door to the class and even my teacher was staring at me. None of my friends were in class so I sat at the back by myself.

After School

I'm walking home today. I thought it would be smarter to just be alone for a while. As I'm walking home people from my school are staring at me. People that don't go to my school but know people at my school are staring at me. It feels so weird. Then I get a text from Lidia. She wasn't here today either. 

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Lidia: Jada did you hear about Matteo?

Jada: No what about him?

-----end of text-----

She leaves me on read so I start to worry, but just a little. I speed up my walking  and there's just a few more blocks before I get to my house. I text Matteo.

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Jada: Hey

Jada: wasup

Jada: Matteo?

Jada: ???

-----end of text-----

It's not even saying delivered. I start to run. Why am I always chasing him? He's not even the one I'm with. Well, I'm with no one but still. I run. Just Run. No tears, just determination and motivation. He needs to be okay. I reach his driveway and see both his mom and his stepdads car. They're hardly ever home at the same time. I run up to the door out of breath and panting. I ring the doorbell. His mom answers with tear filled eyes. "Jada?" I shook my head. "He's missing." I stop panting. I think I might have stopped breathing for a second and I just stare at her. Everything starts to fade away for a second. Then it all comes back to me. "Did you call the cops?" She hands me a paper. It's a note from Matteo. 

I'm gone. Don't bother searching for me, I'm fine. And don't call the cops. I can't assure you my safety once you do that. And Jada, you're precious. Forget your beauty and intelligence. Your perfect ~Matteo

A tear streams down my face. A tear holding all the pain and the hurt I've felt today. It's official. I've lost everyone. What happens now?

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AAAAHHHH. I know its short and it took so long. I literally rewrote this chapter seven times. But its finished. I already have an idea for a new book so just tell me how many more chapters of this book you guys want. Thnx for the read ;)