House of anubis /the Lost Chosen one

5house of ancient past pt2

I don't own house of anubis nickiloden does

Amber's pov

I woke up in mine and Alfie ' s bed and it was morning and Alfie was nowhere to be seen the sun hasn't come up yet because it was 4: 45 and I was getting really really scared now "Alfie where are you Alfie! " I screamed frightened a second later he came through our door with a glass of water "hey amber I'm right here I was just getting a glass of water-" I cut him off by hugging him tightly that he gasped "hey what's wrong ?" He asked curiously " I was scared don't leave me alone ever again! " I said with tears dripping down my face " amber what is this about? Does it have something to do with the fear test " "no ,why would you think that " to be honest yes it was about that ,my fear seemed to grow instead of shrink and instead of letting people go, it was about me being left and it scared me to death ,Alfie seemed to notice that I was lying " alright fine don't tell me ,you know I can't help you if you won't tell me " "Alfie please just let it go please? " I asked getting a little pissed now "you know what, no I won't let it go you've only been back 3 weeks and you won't even tell me what Is wrong with you ,you know what amber Millington I always try to be there for you but you are never there for me my whole life I've heard that I am worthless and that I am stupid and childish and some of that went away when I met you because I couldn't care less about what they said I only cared about what you thought about me and when I finally got to go out with you I noticed people talking and they said that I didn't deserve you and that we don't go with eachother! " I was shocked at how angry Alfie was "Alfie calm down " "Ya'know what no maby those people who said all thosethings were right I don't deserve you and even now you treat me like the old Alfie ,but guess what I'm not the same old lovable goofball every one laughs at I've changed and maby-" " maby what? " I regretted asking that "maby the new Alfie doesn't love you like I used to " my heart was breaking and I could feel It but I tried to keep it unnoticeable" if that's the way you feel then I can't stop you, go on say it ." "Amber Millington we're through! " he shouted and left the room, after Alfie left I started to cry to my hearts content "why was he so cruel about it I want to tell him but I can't not till I know for sure but I never ever thought about Alfie in that way ever!" I said to myself crying my eyes out, " I guess it's just you and me Johnny " I said whispering to my unborn child ,right then I felt sick to my stomach and I felt I wasn't going to sleep it off so I jumped off the bed and I ran as fast as I could to the bathroom and I opened the lid and let everything unload , I was choking so loudly but I doubt anyone heard me but I didn't care I was heartbroken with a not yet confirmed unborn child in my womb and the father just broke up with me over the past and I was not letting it stop me from may or may not having the baby that may or may not be inside of me, I was suprized I didn't wake the whole house yet just then the door opened and Nina was there shocked " amber oh my god are you ok?" She said running to my side ,I wiped the remaining spit on my sleeve "just peachy " " amber you'vebeen crying what happened? " " why don't you ask Alfie? " " why " she gasped "did you tell him yet or-" "no I didn't tell him ,we got in a major fight ...." she looked shocked " wanna tell me about it ?" I nodded " when we were trying to rescue you we had to overcome obstacles and mine was to learn to let go of attachments and I did but after that night I developed a fear of getting left and tonight I woke up and Alfie was gone and I felt like my anxiety was seeping through and I was screaming for Alfie and he came back saying that I'm fine and he wanted me to tell him what's wrong and I well I got mad at him for pushing to much and then he asked if it had something to do with the fear test and I got pissed off because I didn't want to talk about it and then he brought up his past about how he was bullied because of who he was and then he met me and he said that he never cared what they said about him in high school because he only cared about me and what I thought about him , and then he said when we got together he started to hear things about him and me together and what he heard was that people thought that I was way better than him and that he didn't deserve me and that we don't match and then he said that maby they're right and then. ..he...he ...dumped me" I started to cry again and Nina grabbed me in a warm embrace " amber it's ok maby if you just tell him everything about your fears maby he would rethink it and come back to you? " " have you met Alfie or at least Alfie 2.0 he's different, he's distracted and distant and more. ..well more angry than anything else " " Do you want me to talk to him?" I looked up at her with wide-eye's "you would do that for me?" "Amber your not my BBF ,you're my BFF "I smiled and hugged her again and I felt my sickness coming back up,I turned away and unloaded it in the toilet, Nina held my hair for me "thanks Neen's " "hey what are best friends for?" She said rhetorically