I'll Wait For Her

Remember those words...? I do... Don't worry, I never expected you to remember because you think you're good like that. Well whatever..... I don't really care anymore because it always has to be about you... Do you ever think about how I feel...? Do you ever think about what you are saying before you say it? It really makes you think, doesn't it... Well anyways I don't really care anymore I guess it's just the past, and I have forgotten the past. But the question that I still wonder about is... Are you still stuck in the past...?

Okay I guess this happens to everyone...we are always thinking and waiting for that one special guy to come a sweep us off our feet that can change our lives forever. But it takes us a long time to realize that...he's not coming...

We always find that one person that we are with for so long... That you probably even think you're in love with...your happy....you think he's happy... But at the end you realize that he was just treating you as if you were a booty-call or something... There's so many guys out there... It is big yet small world... But every guy, single or taken...They are all the same...you mighty think that they are different in the beginning but in the end you think back and say... "Wow, where can I find a real guy out there who will actually treat me like I am someone, or treat me like I matter. Who would be there for me no matter what happens...?

But there's another thing.. Do you ever tell yourself this...? "I would rather see him happy with someone else than unhappy with me." It hurts doesn't it... We all get that moment when you see the boy you like so much talking to another girl.... And then we obviously think he likes her and we get jealous... That's not a bad thing... It just means you really care about them... How come guys don't understand that..?

There's that moment you are dating someone you really care then out of nowhere he breaks-up with you plus you see him with another girl who's your best friend...and your ex knows that...your friend absolutely knows that you still have feelings for him but still takes him away from you and rubs it all up on your face... but that wouldn't be the most painful part.. the painful part would be that your ex would come and call you and ask about your friend... He might call you all the time only to talk about her...and to tell you how much he likes her.... Doesn't he know that it hurts us on the inside...? They may never know, because we don't want to mess up or be responsible for something so we keep it to ourselves...

Times get hard... You just can't take it anymore because you still care for him so much... but it hurts even more because he doesn't seem to care.

Your best friend gets a boyfriend.. but he's not your ex... so your ex is jealous... But then he says the worst thing that any ex-boyfriend could every say to their ex-girlfriend.... "I'll wait for her..."

Well it's the end of the school year...and it's time for me to change during this summer.. I won't call you... I won't text you.. I won't see you... I won't remember who you area because I will get back at you for hurting me and watching me suffer... That doesn't matter now because when school starts once again... You will see as the girl of your dreams and I will make you remember who I am... So let me ask you this... Do you remember me... do you remember all the times.. remember all the memories we had together... because to me that's all gone now... Now all those memories struck you like lightning... You'll remember the times you asked me to change... Well guess what... I did change... but I didn't change for you... because I'm not the same selfless girl I used to be... I'm different now...I'm beautiful... You'll never get me back................

............cause you waited for her and not for me............

So take your own advice and....WAIT....