Whiskey and lace

No Regrets

Here's the next chapter for this, I'm sorry it took me a bit to update, I love you guys and hope you like this...

Adjusting to life without Jai has become a sad routine, we still text every day, we call and video chat. I tried to convince myself that having him as my best friend meant he was still in my life and that would be enough. But it wasn't, the night that he and made love something changed in me. My body craved his touch, I was hopelessly in love with him.

He had texted me and told me he had arranged for me to come and visit the set for a week, I had to sign a nondisclosure agreement. Never realized how much paperwork you had to sign just to visit a set for a week. But I was so excited about seeing Jai. I was gonna use this as an opportunity to tell him I feel. I had carried it around for 6 months and I made a decision that it was now or never.

Dahlia and I went shopping, I helped her with maternity shopping, she and Rob were very happy. She wasn't happy however with the maternity clothes. She said they were dowdy, but she was all too thrilled to help me find new clothes.

"So you're gonna tell him?" she asked as helped me pack.
"Yup," I said popping the p

"When Rob told me that you and he had sex, I nearly passed out" she giggled
"I know, but it was wonderful, I couldn't think of a better way to lose my virginity" I smiled remembering.

"I thought Rob and I were the only ones getting lucky" she winked
"Looks like you had plenty of luck" I gestured towards her pregnant belly.
"I know, I feel fat, but Rob can't keep his hands off my belly" she smirks
"Don't need to know" I held my ears

"Just saying" she shrugged

"Just promise you won't give birth until I get back" I whined
"I'm 6 months we have a few more months to go before I'm done cooking" she giggled

"Yeah but Emma bug can't wait to meet her awesome Godmother/Aunt Charlie," I tell her,

"True" she agreed.

It was 5 am when I woke up to the sound of Dahlia pounding on my door, I knew it was time for my flight, I could hardly sleep last night from all the excitement. I walked to my bathroom brushed my teeth trying to calm down the nerves.

I put a long gray v-neck shirt on, with some skinny dark jeans, black flats, and a jean jacket, I ran fingers through my hair.

Rob helped me with my luggage as I hugged Dahlia at the gate.

"Please call and let us know you made it safely," she said sniffling.

"Of course, the first chance I get" I hugged her and rubbed her belly.
"Don't worry she's just hormonal" Rob hugged me before I boarded my flight.

Before we took off I received a text from Jai telling me that he wasn't going to be able to meet me at the airport but he would send a driver.

As I looked around the crowded airport, I noticed a man wearing a suit and holding up a sign with my name on it. I walked up to him.

"Hi I'm Charlie" I shook his hand

"I'm James, very nice to meet you" he extended his hand.

He was English about 5'10 and I'd say he was in his mid-40s, he took my baggage claim ticket and escorted me to the town car.