Love Lost

Dear Khalil,

I miss you so much, i wish you were here with me holding me, i miss everything about you your smile...i loved your smile it always made my day,i miss all your corny jokes,i missed the way you kissed me, i love you Khalil, i feel like i'm loosing my mind, the first day your mom called me and told me you were in the hospital i thought i was dreaming, i realized it wasn't a dream when you died in my arms, i was choked, sad scared, mad, i was choked because the love of my life died in my arms sad because you died and i thought i'd never find someone like you, mad because i thought this was all my fault but i found out who really did this, but i realized i can't ever find someone like you but someone different, he treats me great and... and i love him, thank you for always being their for me i miss you.

~ Love Deanna