I am dark

Prologue ( darkness begin)

I was standing blood all over my body holding a knife full of blood ,my moms blood
I killed mom??then my father came in running
'What did you do!" he shouted while holding the lifeless body of my mom
I was just standing unmoved not hearing anything just staring at my lil sis at the corner of the room she was trembling and crying looking straight to me mix emotion were written in her blue green eyes which she got from my mom until my dad punch me hard
'You bastard what did you do to your mother! your a monster you killed your mom how dare you ?how can you do this?? monster monster" he's crying while saying that
I just keep standing still in shock not knowing whats happening, all I can hear is my dad telling me I'm a monster I'm a monster it keeps repeating in my head like its going to explode there, till I felt the dizziness then I just black out
When I woke up I was inside the prison alone no lights I can't hear anything just the running mouse totally dark.
I observed the place where I was I knew it !! it's the cell for the rogues who done the most sinful sin (killing) "daddy !...daddy !...mom! ...mom."..i shouted over and over again calling my mom and dad but nobody answer me..until i realized i was alone in the dark and mom would never answer me because i killed her and its giving me goosebumps ..."did i? "
I just stared nowhere until i felt water is dripping down on my face then on wait water there's no water here then suddenly I knew where its coming from? its from me? I was crying I'm sitting on the cold floor with my knees folded while i hugged it
I'm a big boy now I promise mom I will never cry so I try my best to stop myself from crying remembering what my mom used to tell me
"Don't cry big boy you're a big boy now if you keeps on crying you can't be a bigboy you can't protect your baby sister and your mate and big boys don't cry ok"
I just nodded
remembering what my mom said I still can't stop myself from crying
I feel so numb sitting here on the cold floor no one to talk no lights no food
After two weeks I felt so weak, consider I'm not yet a wolf because I'm too young. I look terrible having my eye pop due to lack of sleep and my boney face and body due to lack of food ,they only given me water once a day and a piece of bread.
After two months it was all the same nothing changed I'm just here alone in the dark cell hoping for my dad to come and check me.
Tomorrow was my eleventh birthday Firstime ill be celebrating my birthday alone but still hoping tomorrow will be the best day even it is impossible, im still dreaming, daydreaming or night dreaming i don't know, its the same here ,afterall all i see is darkness
Suddenly i felt tired and weak so I decided to sleep.
I woke up I don't know what time in the cell I don't know the difference of night and morning because all i see inside was darkness which eventually i started to like ,then i heard loud noices talking or arguing I sniff the air then I smell dad and his beta I finally get excited maybe its morning now then it's my bday then the cell door opened I see two guards coming to me.
"Maligayang kaarawan sau bata"
They greeted me
"May regalo kmi sayo" Sabay ngiti
I was trembling yung mga ngiting yun Hindi mgnda ang ibig sabihin
"Ito oh" Sabay labas ng silver na Kadena
"At Ito" Sabay labas din ng Isa bote na may lamang likido ang wolfsbane they knew I'm going to shift anytime any day any month any year
Yes they tortured me on my eleventh birthday they enjoyed it while Im screaming hard, the louder the scream the harder they hit and if i dont scream the worst will come..that how it goes on my birthday
All the hopes in mind slowly fading
And I began to make myself believe that I'm truly am the monster that killed my mom that day I buried my heart and promise never to love anyone never trust ,I become a stone cold person not loving the light but loving the darkness living in the dark in my dark world
After one more year at the age of 12 I finally got my wolf.
Regular wolves boy shifted when they turned 14 but since I'm the alphas son maybe I got mine earlier i trained myself alone in that small cell
The torture was still there and became much worst than you can imagine but im used to it and even think its just one of my training to become strong even I'm only 12 I got too many scars and bruise all over my body there are fresh wounds long deep scars fresh and dried blood all over my body
The torture happens everyday I only hear guards laughing when they torture me and I smell my dad not far away I'm sure his watching how I suffer everyday
My wolf always heals me fast so they decided to use more heavy and strong tortures to me and feeding me wolfsbane so that my wolf can't heal me fast all I can hear at night was my howl howl of pain emotionally physically mentally this is so unfair I'm still asking moon goddess how can my father do this to his own child his only heir his only son he should come down and let me explain but he was so blinded by her!! that question keeps repeating in my mind but I got only one answer
I'm a monster some part of my head understand how hard to lost a mate but still the way he tortured me is too much not knowing the whole story behind my mothers death
So when I turned 17 I decided to run away I watched my dads pack happily drinking and having a party I learned how to hide my smell even my wolf was weak he's still cooperating I watched them they were all very happy this is the last time I'm going to see you all
Goodbye lil sis I'm coming for you soon that's my last word before im truly gone out of wood free from my torturers .

I become a rogue that day I learned one thing being a rogue if your weak you'll die if your strong you'll be on top I killed so many rogues from that day on killing makes me feel good I keep myself always in the dark. I become the leader of the rogues at the age of 21 we have packs , packs of rogue living in the middle of the dark forest in mountville and i became the youngest alpha of rogue pack.
During those past 4 years roaming everywhere being a rogue i learned everything and thats make me the most hated and feared wolf I once known as Xander Glenn walker Sinclair but now that name was buried along with my heart and mom I'm now the leader of the most dangerous rogue pack in the whole world they call me dark and i kill i hunt i dont have heart no mercy I hate light anything about light and this is my story......

Betrayals means death.........