so maybe I made mistakes, I tried to fix them. It seemed like no one gave me the chance to,which I understand because memories can't just go away. But you can forgive and forgiveness is a beautiful thing if you choose to apply it. See I rely on codependent relationships and that may not be a good thing but it is how I function and the choice the others have made to not give me a chance to prove myself has pushed me farther and farther away from my goal in life and I have lost myself along the journey. And I'm the only one to blame.
