I'm sitting here
Tears drying on my face
At 3:15 am
My mind in outer space
I've thought of you
Pretty much all night long
For Gods Sake!
I even tried to write a song
I'm hopeless
This is my last and only way
That I know
How to say what I need to say
I've tried my best
To go shuffling on like I should
But I knew
If I got the chance, if I could
I would tell you
How much I really do still care
Tell you how
I miss your black curly hair
How I wish
For a kiss goodnight
Instead of
How sleeping is a fight
I miss you
Though I know how you hate to hear
I love you
I hope the message is loud and clear
I'm miserable
When we talk (and/or yell) <3
But that's better
Than my own personal hell
I cry every
Night, trying to get to sleep
I cry every
Time I have to keep the secrets I keep
You say that
I never really tell you anything
When really
You're the only one I tell everything
I don't think I could
Be happy with anyone besides you
I'm hopeful that
It is and is not true
I do want
To be happy with you
I don't want
To be two years blue
I see new girl
I could like possibly
But they never
Measure up sadly
Honestly
I'm terrified and shaken to the core
By love in general
But with you I just want more and more
No one
Can compare to my one and only love
I always knew
You were sent from above
Yes I know
That was a cheesy last line
Yet I did
Know you would always be mine
In person
I want to see you
To feel
The feelings now too
I don't want
Want to be in love with a memory
I want
To know where we stand, truthfully
This is a
Long ass poem
And I
Can't rhyme with poem
But I think
I got out all I need to say
Just please
Please don't go away....
