Forever and Always

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   "Thank You, We Love You, Goodnight!" Brendon yelled out to the roaring crowed.
   He ran off stage and into his dressing room to take a shower and change from his sweaty costume into some normal clothes. After getting out of the shower he dried his hair, styled it to his likening, and sat on the couch looking down at his sidekick.
   After a few minutes passed there was a soft nock at the door.
"Come in!" Brendon replied. In came a smiling Ryan. Followed by Spencer and Jon.
"You sounded amazing tonight babe." Ryan said while walking over to his secret boyfriend. He sat down next to him, took his hand, and laid his head on his shoulder.
They have been dating for a while now since before Panic! got big. The rest of the band knew but it was getting harder hiding it from the press and fans, so times like these alone where always the best.
"Thanks." Brendon said softly, smiling, while Ryan was cuddling into him.
"Aww how cute!" Jon said snapping a picture of them with his camera. Spencer smiled.
"Come on Jon. Let's go" Spencer said pulling Jon away, Leaving the room.

"You're so incredible." Ryan said as he started giving Brendon slow little soft kisses all over his neck. Brendon giggled and turned his head down to catch Ryan's lips with his own, wrapping his arms around his waist, and slowly laying down pulling his boyfriend on top of him. Ryan smiled into the kiss and wrapped his arms around Brendon's neck falling down on top of him.
   Ryan broke the kiss and smiled down at Brendon. Brendon smiled right back.
"There's something I need to tell you." Ryan whispered to him while pushing a strand of hair behind his boyfriends ear.
"Okay?" Brendon giggled at his boyfriend softly.
"Okay." Ryan let out a nervous breath he hadn't realized he was holding in and quickly pecked Brendon's lips.
"I love you." Ryan said softly looking into his boyfriend's beautiful brown eyes.
Those brown eyes grew bigger and filled with tears. Brendon quickly pulled Ryan down and kissed him deep and passionately.
"Are you going to cry?" Ryan giggled at him softly. Brendon shook his head then quickly nodded as the tears fell and laughed wiping  them away. Ryan laughed with him and kissed him again.
"I love you so much." He said when the kiss broke. Then kissed him again.
"God i'm so so in love with you." He said after the kiss broke again and continued kissing Brendon some more.
"I love you too. So much." Brendon replied, voice cracking, in between kisses. "Forever and always."

   Ryan sighed wiping away a tear. Looking down at a photograph. Looking back at him was himself. Younger and happier. Next to his younger self was a beautifully smiling brown eyed boy with Ryan's head on his shoulder, holding his hand.
"I'm so sorry baby." He let the tears fall down on the photo.
"I never should've left you." His voice cracked.
He put the photo back in the box of pictures from his time in the band he kept on the shelf. Always afraid to open it until now. The box held so many memories. Memories of a time that he gave up. One of his biggest regrets he's ever made.
"Forever and always." He whispered to himself as he shut the light off in the closet and closed the door.

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I wrote this in 2 class periods so im sorry but I tried. Thanks for reading!

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