I can't decide , should I say I'm fine or tell them how I feel ? Either way , it wouldn't help . I'll just looks down and smile . Yeah , that'll work .
"Misa ? Are you ready for school "
Yeah , coming mom .
My school is like any other. Boring and filled with tormentors .
"So how's school?" My mom says while getting in the car .
It's fine I respond playing with my loose hair .
"Any boys ?"
No.
She's toying with me and I hated every second of it . Acting like she cares . Considering she tried to lock me up in a room .
"You know you can talk to me right ?"
Yeah .
Hell no . If I told her again life would be worst . I had a boyfriend , in fact I had dozen. See , I'm very werckles and ... well that goes for it . I have no reason in doing what I did . I just do it and I hate myself for it .I can't explain but it's like I have no other choice at that moment .
"Be a good girl , okay " she's says dropping me off .
Be a good girl my ass . Lately I've been tired and well distant . I lost my best friend and did something wreckless . Now I might die because of it .
"Hey! Misa" my classmate Clare yells as she sees me .
Hey . I say smiling
Clare's annoying but she likes me so . All she talks about is her boyfriend . As if I care . But then agian I don't care about anything except
"So are you going to the dance ?"
Huh, um no .
"Aw"
I don't know why I even talk to her . I don't know why. I do anything . Maybe it's the voice . I think to much . The voices in my they say they care about me , I have my doubts . But what can I do ?
