Love is hard
People don't look on the inside for love they look outward
They don't care about your feelings at all
But then there was one
He cared and loved with all his heart
He was beautiful both inside and out
But he already had a lover
Someone worth him
Someone good for him
But the thing is I wouldn't have been good for him anyways because of space
He lives east I live west
He is perfect I have so many flaws
He is amazing
I am in love with him
But what do I say
Do I tell him I love him?
Or keep it to myself?
What if he doesn't feel the same?
Would it all be for nothing?
All the pain, would it be in vain all of it?
Time starts to pass and I have fallen more deeply in love than ever
He is still my best friend and he is still the number one guy in my life
I think he knows but he won't confront me
He probably doesn't love me back
It's ok. I'm not the type that people want to love
I'm just the weird girl with a perfect sister
I can live without him
But then again I can't
He is my other half
He fills my empty spaces
He understands me
Losing him would mean losing my world
I can't handle that
I love him with every fiber of my being
So I'll let him go
I'll survive without him because I need him to be happy and survive in order for me to survive
I will go on without him
That's what a true lover does
I love you
