Bae, but Gay.

IV. Nursing.

After ng cupcakeslashfood war namin ni Baby Carter, he eventually gave up, at dadalawa nalang ang natira na cupcake.

The foods were still like that, combined with the sunog and yummy ones.

Pumunta nako kay Alyn, sinakyan ko car ni Carter, since gamit nya din ang akin.

Then, nung naglalakad ako sa apartment ni Alyn, may nakita akong lalaking lumabas na parang ba pawis na pawis.

Oh, hell no. Alyn, no.

After the guy left, I ran to his apartment na din.

I knocked on the door, no one answered.

I knocked again, no one answered.

"I swear to God! Alyn, answer the fuc-"

"Chill, Eya."

No. Nooooooooo.

He's sweating too, and his cheeks are so red. Since I didn't want to offend him with his sexuality or love-slash-sexy life. I just hugged him.

Yes, I know. He is gay, and it's okay. And, that I was being too serious and overly dramatic. But, the point is, I love him, but in the friendly matter. And, I still don't want him to have those kinds of actions with other guys. That's also the other point, with other guys. I actually rather have him have sex with girls of my kind.

I'm sorry, I'm so selfish.

"Hoy bakla, ano meron?" Umubo pa siya.

"Okay ka na ba? Ginawan ka namin ng foods. The yummy kind, by Carter. And, the-"

"The sunog ones, by Eyang." Ngumiti siya, yehet.

"Yes. Yep. Haha, at pinaghirapan ko yun ah!"

"Papasok ka ba or magpipicnic ka dito sa labas ng apartment ko?"

"Yes, pero pagpasok ko, ako na ang masusunod ah? Since ako naman ang magaalaga sayo."

"Yes, I promise."

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After kong pumasok, bumagsak na yung katawan ni Alyn.

It was no joke, para kang nagdadala ng patay na kabayo papunta sa kwarto nya.

I knew he was sick, but hindi yung tipo na bigla bigla nalang babagsak.

Di ako marunong magluto, pero marunong ako magalaga, like sa mga ganito.

Bakit? Ganto mama ko eh, bagsak.

Kumuha na ko ng tuwalya at pinunasan siya. Grabe ang init nya. Wag dirty ang mind, I meant na ang taas ng lagnat nya.

Bigla siyang nagsalita, at nagulat ako.

"Eyang, patikim naman ng cupcakes mo." Sabi nya, habang umuubo ubo pa.

"Haha, paano mo nalaman na cupcakes yung dala ko?"

"Sabi ni Carter eh." 😕

"Oka-" Tumayo ako at maglalakad na sana ng palayo, ng kinuha nya yung kamay ko. At, pinigilan na ko ng tuluyan.

He hugged me tightly. And, his body was so hot. It was sweaty, and even though he was still wearing a shirt, I could smell his scent filling my nose all the way. Tapos bigla na siyang nagsalita at nasira na yung momentum ko.