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Yes, I'm alive.

This is gonna be a boring speech.

I'm seriously sorry I'm not online in wattpad for like a week? or less or more , I'm truly sorry. I'm also truly sorry for being a shitty fucked up author and full of cursing. Also, my writing skills is so bad and getting total reads of 1k is amazing for me. Truly, this is too much.

I also thank you for all of you who read this books, voted this book, hell even commented in this. I'm grateful for this, and seriously no words can describe it. Once again , thank you again (And no, I'm not making this nor overreacting over this.

Well maybe for some of you guys think 'Come on girl, it's only total read of 1k. Dude what the fuck ?' Well fuck your thought and shut yo ass and get yo pissed ass out cause I'm proud of this.

God please forgive me for cursing so much.

And if you guys wonder what's the reason I'v been hiatus lately because my life was a hectic. A bad hectic.

A little bit confession here, I suffer dysthymia followed by self-harming well not all the time. It kicks in whenever that shit want. 

And also, for you guys who don't know dysthymia is. It's like  major depression but it's not, not as severe as major depression. You can surf it on the Internet if you want to know more about it.

So for the last weeks that shit, dysthymia were back just like that without any trigger and then an event occurred making my dysthymia more worse. Yes yes I'm a very fucked person.

For that, I'm sorry.

But it seems dysthymia is getting bored and I feel better than usual lately so I'm going back with writing, my future and everything.

A sentence to conclude this :

I'm sorry and thank you!

Oh and for all those who messaged me and I haven't reply it, I'm just gonna say it here rather than taking a long time to type over and over again. (Reminds me of Nathan Sykes' song ft.Ariana Grande)

I'm very sorry for not replying your messaged, when I finally opened wattpad I was surpried by the messaged from a single glanced and I will reply your message!

Sincerely,

River Melody Rathmell.

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