You're my mate? What does that mean??

Whats happening to me?

"Carson! Carson wait!" My best friend Katelin was running across the court yard of our high school towards me as fast as her tiny legs would carry her. My name is Carson Miller I'm a senior at beacon hills high school. Katelin my crazy best friend is a year younger than me a junior but my favorite person in the world. It's the day before my 18th birthday and I have something I need to tell her. I stop and wait for her to reach me when she does I smirk "well tiny it took you long enough to catch up" (Katelin is 5 feet tall I tease her about it even though I'm only 4 inches taller than her.) she glares at me before smiling. "You're birthday is tomorrow don't think I forgot" I groan "ugh come on Kate it's not that big of a deal" which is a lie. I'm 18 and I'm graduating high school it's a huge deal. "Big deal or not Carson, everyone is throwing you a party. Everyone is going to be there. I even heard that Jensen Winchester is going to be there." My mouth fell open in shock, "I'm sorry did you say J-Jensen Winchester? The most popular guy in the senior class?" Jensen Winchester. The subject of every school girls crush. He was a senior who was supposed to graduate last year but he was a repeater. His sister died last year and that seriously tore him up. Katelin yelled my name I guess I was lost in my thoughts. "Ok Kate I have to go. I have to babysit my little brother and sister while my parents are gone tonight. I'll see you tomorrow" I ran off to my car and drove away. Everything had been crazy recently. I was easily distracted. Easily angered, and I swear my senses were all heightened. I felt like something inside me was clawing to get out I didn't understand what was happening to me. Maybe I should talk to my parents. No they'll just think I'm crazy. I let it go as I pulled into the drive of my house. My parents were leaving as I walked in. "Carson hey your brother and sister are doing their homework right now, call us if you need anything" my dad rushed out of the house I don't know where him and mom were going they disappeared a lot recently. I think they're hiding something from me and I'm determined to find out what it is. Right now however I've got twins to look after. Rebekah and kole I smile just thinking about the twins. They're really good kids they're 10 and most 10 year olds are a lot more trouble than they are. "Carson!" I get out of my thoughts at the sound of my little sisters voice. "Hey sweetheart what is it?" "I'm hungry and kole won't stay out of my room" she pouts which is totally adorable she's got perfect blonde hair and blue eyes. She's gonna break hearts some day. "How about this bekah I'll get you a snack and then I'll go bully kole into staying in his own room?" She smiles at me and cheers "yeahh bully kole" I laugh "ok little one go to your room I'm going to get that snack" she runs back up stairs and I head for the kitchen.

Jensen's P.O.V
"Alpha, there have been rouges spotted on the territory." My beta Damian informed me snapping me out of my own thoughts. My wolf was restless. I felt like he was trying to tell me something but I couldn't figure out what it was. I looked at Damian a growl escaping my lips. "How many rouges?" He bowed his head in submission a form of respect shown to alphas even though I wasn't really the alpha yet. Yes I did all the alpha duties but I wouldn't really be alpha until I found my mate. Mates. I don't need a mate. I'm taking care of my pack just fine without one. You know that's not true. Every alpha needs a mate or their pack will fall apart.  My wolf was so annoying when he was right. "Sir did you hear me?" Damian snapped me out of my thoughts again. "Im sorry could you repeat what you said?" "Yes alpha, I said there were 5 rouges. The patrols caught them and we are wondering about your orders. Do we kill them?" I thought about it for a minute it had been years since rouges had came on our land. There must be a reason. "Kill all of them but one. Imprison them and I'll question them." As my beta walked out I stopped him "oh and Damian, put them in a fortified cell. There is the full moon tomorrow night and we don't need him escaping." "Yes alpha" and with that he walked out. Leaving me to my thoughts of a mate. Again.