"Postive ..."
"No ,I gotta get another one its wrong no no "
"We have already bought at least 10 just face it your pregnant "
"No I'm not I can't be .. "
I'm lalica , in the mm , I'm loud and ghetto mostly my mom sits at home while my step dad sells drugs I got a Lil sister Lani and two older brothers tony and Sanchez they work for my dad they controlling ova me and my sister so to find me at .....
General high school in the bathroom taking pregancy test would be tragic to them, a month ago a boii name Jermaine one of My bothers friends took my virginty and my child hood now that all the pregancy test I took say positive , I mean he told me evt I wanted to hear so I let him, but now evt is running through my mind My brothers being mad my step dad steaming , cuz he buys me any and evt I want and saying that its JJ means a lot he's my brothers friend , they gon kick his ass and beat mine I can't tell I can't tell them ....
"Lalica.....lalica....LALICA DO U HEAR ME "
L, I'm lost in my thoughts karmen
K, well what u gone do girl cuz I know yo fineee ass brothers ooo they gon be kinda mad
L, kinda
K, I mean they gon be mad
L, ya think
K, I know I know c'mon get up we gotta get back to class we bouta to leave this bitch in like 4min
L, ight help me up
K, u welcome strain up yo self look half decent
I got up pulling up my true's and tien my blue and white Jordan breds ,combed my straight middle part weave and walked out the bathroom with Karmen she my bitch frfr I love her she been hea ,I walked into the class evb was playing round I could see
Mrs.johnson growing mad ghetto ass kids always being loud
"QUIET DOWN BEFORE I CALL THE DEAN"
"IDGAFFFF "
"JJ "
The voice I didn't wanna hea JJ, I rolled my eyes and slang my book bag ova my shoulder ,he grabbed my arm and pulled me in his lap as he whispered in my ear
JJ,round two Shawty
L,hell no and I gotta talk to u
JJ,ight ma Well cum with me after school
L,gotta ask my brothers
JJ,nahh I'll text them
L,ok
The bell ringed JJ walked beside me as we both came to his all black Benz we got in ,my brothers came to the car
L,oh lord
JJ, I got this
He said laying his hand on my thigh assuring me
JJ,Wassuh
S, lalica Gtfo of his car
T ,nahh Sanchez I got this get yo lil fast ass out JJ car inno wtf u thought but u anit going with him
JJ, we getting sum to eat damn tony
T, u know how i am bout my sister u already know
S,look I want her home 8 nahh 7:30
JJ,she good
T,try sum shit that's yo ass JJ u already know wea my shit at so try it
L,omgsh
S,wat was that
L,nothing
T,love u lalica
L,mhh bye
S,try me JJ bye y'all have fun but not to much
L,byes sanchez
S,bye lil GURL
Ughh I can't do shit but it's always been that way I feel bad for lani I mean they keep me and lani poppin all the Time and they expect for us not to have boyfriends dumb asses , JJ drove off and 10min later we were at Applebee's he grabbed my hand as I got out we walked in and got a table .....
JJ,so wat u had to talk about ma
L, ughhh
JJ, just tell me
L,I'm pregnant JJ
JJ,Damnn ok ok look will go to the doctor tomorrow
L,I'm scared my stepdad my brothers my mom and my lil sister she can't look up to me
JJ,u good I gotcha
L,JJ idk u used to tell me how u do girls
JJ, but u not girls u lalica
L, ok JJ
JJ, look ill take care of u and the baby but I can't be tied down
L,wat that mean JJ
JJ,that I can fuck others and do anything a niggah put his mind to
L,well then I'll raise my baby alone
JJ,it's not like I'm not gon be Thea
L,stfu JJ and take me home
JJ, ok fine
He shrugged his shoulders we left I didn't talk to him the hole ride I got out at my house my brothers was on the porch playin dice with sum boys they told JJ to come play with them I had to smile act like evt was good so my brothers wouldn't come with questions
My brothers picked me up making me laugh..
T, did u have fun ?
L,lol yass
S, better have
L,y y'all anit got on no shirt
S,cuz I'm Sanchez cuz
T,and I'm tony cuz
L,put me down were lani
T,oh I made her go to sleep earlier when I picked her up from school she was talking to sum boii
L, tony y u so mean
T,cuz I'm yo brother and lani she 12 she don't need no boii she need me
S,he'll yeah fucking right
L, omgsh let me go check on her
I walked into the house my momma was chilling on the couch on the phone with sum body my stepdad wasn't hea yet
L,hey momma
M,don't u see I'm on the Damnn phone go upstairs gtfo my face lalica
L,omgsh all I did was speak
M,wtf u say ,did u say sum slick u wanna play with me after I do evt for u ,u wanna talk slick to me
She slapped me across the face I held my cheek as tears came down my face my momma think she can abuse me because I get anything I want when money don't buy respect
M, now take yo ass upstairs befo I go get a belt
L,yes ma'am
I walked upstairs went to lani room she had the door closed I walked in she was up on hea phone in the bed
La, lalica tony and Sanchez getting on my nerves and they gon probably tell daddy all I was doing was talking to a boii tony ran him away
L, they yo brothers they gon be like that I went through it and I'm still going through it
La, mama gave me a whoopin for leaving my toothbrush on the sank she getting on my nerves to
L, she like that anyway but I'm gon go to my room just checking on u
La,thanks lalica
I left out turning off her light she gon have a hard life being the lil one I closed her door sum body bumped into me I turned around Terrence bit his lip , he fine y my brothers gotta have fine friends Damnn Terrence he thugged out but he light skin hazel eyes he always clean but today he had on sum Nike shorts and sum all white high top forces no shirt with a Rolex lol , I looked at him while he scanned my body ...
L,my face up hea mr.terrence
T, and yo fine ass body down Thea
L, well thnxz but next time wat wea ya goin
T,hold up lil mama I'm Terrence I could fuck u right now if I wanted to so I can step anywhere I want so now give me yo number
L,hell naww do u not know my brothers they gon kill me
T, so
L, and u wouldn't wanna be with me
T, yes I would
L,nahh I'm pretty sure
T,well then since u doing me like that bye lil mama see u round the way
L,bye Terrence
I felt bad but I'm pregnant by a niggah that my brothers fw I'm already gon get like 3 beaten's , I took a shower and evt then figured I'd get in bed until my stepdad came in the house then evb was loud and shit I walked downstairs in sum boxers and a white tee ,my brothers were sitting on the couch smoking sum while lani was being picked up bye my stepdad he been there for all of us lani is his child but me and my brothers got the same dad but he anit around but my stepdad has so we call him dad especially lani ...
L,hey pops
Sd, wea u was sleep lalica
L,nahh bout to y'all so loud
Sd, so , u and yo moms at the same she up there sleep
T, lani messing with boys dad and lalica talk to JJ.
S,yeah we ruin they shit
Sd, lani wtf u doing talking to boys and lalica yo ass betts not be being fast and y'all they brothers u suppose to do
L,well dad it's kinda not fair tho we can't have sh-
Sd,say it and I'll bust u in yo mouth
L, we can't have nothing
Sd,all y'all need is us
L, they get to do anything
Sd, the growing up to be men and you growing up to be a women and inno want u talkin to JJ he to fast
L, yes sir
Sd, my baby girls come hea
He squeezed me and my sister and kissed our foreheads lol after I just walked back upstairs carrying lani she said she wanna sleep wit my momma but she locked her door so I'll let her sleep with me we drifted to sleep
