Dear Love

 "JOHN!" I screamed. Ugh I am going to kill that kid and when I do I'm digging a shallow grave, I swear to god! "JOHN IF YOU DON'T COME HERE RIGHT NOW I SWEAR IM GOING TO HUNT YOU DOWN..." He cut me off before I could finish.

  "WHAT! You interrupted a very important game of football!"

  "Why is my bra hanging off of the gutters? And I swear if you say I don't know I will hit your head so hard you'll lose IQ points!"  

  "Ummm, mmm hmmm that's a great question, but unfortunately we have run out of time today so i'll just be leaving!" He said sheepishly as he rushed out the door.  

Son of a... Ugh he's gonna make me run!

  " COME HERE YOU LITTLE BAST..."

   "MARIANA! Stop yelling what happened! And watch the language." I have to roll my eyes at that. My mom is so zen she never swears and rarely yells. She's like the female version of the Buddha. 

  " The little bast.... meathead hung my bra from the gutters! Mom when is he ever going to be punished?" Ok now thats totally true.My brother has been causing trouble ever since he popped out.He gets away with everything and I mean everything. One time when he was five he glued my hand to my forehead while i was sleeping! And the best part is we dont own any super glue or even regular glue so I have absolutely no clue what made it stick! 

"Hey your brother is still learning. He's a teenage boy! He's going to play pranks on you!"

Oh no she didn't.

"Oh my god mom seriously! He has duck taped my school books to the cieling, cut my hair in my sleep, flushed my hairbrush down the toilet, AND has glued my hand to my forehead! Mom it needs to stop. Look I understand that he's a teenager and is going to act like a jackass, pardon my french, but he needs to stop." I practically scream this,because you know I'm pissed off and if it were me, Iwould be grounded for like ever.

 "Mariana seriously he's only four...."

" I know mom, he's only fourteen! But mom when is it going to be time for him to grow up. He's in highschool for pete's sake! Ever since dad left four years ago it's like he's been the golden child! You let him do whatever he wants to do, but when it's my turn to have fun, and go to parties, and have sleepovers it never happens. I get all A's and never miss school. I come home, do my homework and go to sleep. I have no friends mom. I feel robbed and the worst part is that it's by my own mother!" I hate having this conersation with my mother because all she does is end up crying in her room about my father, and I can tell by the look in her eyes that i've wounded her.

    " You have no right brining your father into this all it does is bring me pain Mariana. You need to understand that he is never going to change and thats final!"

     " I understand that but it still doesn't make things right!" I can feel the mood in the room change as all the air is sucked out. If only things were different if only mad dad hadn't been the way he was. 

Flashback

" Autum! I cant do this anymore."

 " Do what Richard?"

" This! Family, being a husband and a father i'm not happy!"

"  Wha.. W-what do you mean you cant! this is your family!" My mom screams outraged.

" Don't I deserve to be happy! I cant take my job any longer it's killing me! I can't do this I don't love you anymore."He yells.

" How long?" My mother wispers, clearly heart-broken

" What do you mean by how long?"

" I mean how long have you known this." 

" For about a year now." My says ashaimedly.

" A year..... You've known a year and yet you still didn't tell me you were having doubts." My mother says calmly.

" Yes and i'm so....."

"Get out."

"What did you just say?" 

" I said get out!...... Get out of this house, this neighborhood, this town, this state , GET OUT OF OUR LIVES RIGHT NOW!"

" You have no right.."

"I have every right to kick you out of this house! Now I want you to pack your bags and I want you out of this house. Come on children we are going to the park to give your father some time to get his things ready."

" But I don't want daddy to leave!" I protested.

" Honey, sometimes people just aren't meant to be in our lives. Daddy needs to go and create a life that makes him happy."

" Don't we make daddy happy?" I ask.

" I was hoping we would but sometimes it doesn't work that way sweetie." She sighs.

That night when we came back home my father was drunk off his ass on our couch knocked out. My mother woke him up gave him some coffee and sent him on his way. I will never forget that day. The day my father decided that we were never worth his time.

Ok so this is the first story I have ever started and im really excited! I hope you guys will like it and that you think it's a good story. Oh and just let me know if you have any ideas of what you would like to happen or if there are any kinds of scenes in particular that you would like as well.

Happy Reading!

Spicegirl.