I'm locked up in a lie that my family surrounds me in. And sometimes when the lie gets really bad I feel like its a box closing in on me. I cant breath. I cant sleep. And I most certainly can not process my unsteady emotions. I guess you can say my emotions spin around my head like the planets orbit around the sun.
There can be 2 reasons this happens.
1. I'm a teenage girl with whacked out hormones
2. OR I'm a teenage girl with whacked out hormones and an insane family.
personally. I think its the second one.
Within the 15 years of my existence my parents have separated nearly a dozen times, my dad has visited rehab 8 times, and for 2 years my mom would come home high on whatever she could get her hands on or completely wasted. My parents wont admit it but im pretty certain they even lost custody of my little sister and I a few years back. of course they don't tell me much though.
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Well theres the intro((x hope you enjoyed it so far and it brought your attention in(: im gonna try to not make the chapters all too long cause with these kind of stories itd get a little boring I guess? if you find it interesting though, just ask and i'll make the chapters longer(: just let me how you feel about it.
p.s. yes. this is MY story. and no im not making this up(:
